My Existence

Marriage gone worst

"You may now kiss the bride." The priest said happily.

They look at each other, and everyone is quiet.

The groom, which I gave nickname of "Jackpot". Jackpot, because super handsome and super yaman feeling ko kaya nyang bilhin pagkatao ko.. yan kang alam ko at ang source ko si bakla... my bestfriend...

The bride is Rachel, one of my batchmate in college super bait nya, caring and beautiful. Model sya and jackpot is the photographer and then they are here.

I'm not really close to them, and not the person who is interested in this act. Because, in our generation.. true love don't exist..

That sparks? Wtf. Kaya nga sparks diba it means..
Something sets OFF a SUDDEN FORCE.

But there is other kind of love that really do exist.

Friendship love.. almost all of teenagers have that. Mas gusto pa nila kasama friends nila kaysa sa parents nila.

Family love, existing in some family. As of now, madami pa ring ofw and marami ding nagmimigrate.

But love with the opposite sex.. EXTINCT. WALA NA. O
Once in a blue moon na lang ako makakakita or sa movie.

because of him, my gay bestfriend gusto nya ng kasama sa pag emcee. No need naman talaga ako, I think he just want me to support him here.

We were on the way with my bestfriend with my batchmates at the elecator going to dinner. All of us, wearing elegantly.. gown and heels for the girls and tuxedo for the boys. We will go to the 30th floor which is the dinner ready.

"Grabe, I really can't believe be hindi pala rent to sa kanila to!" Pasigaw na sabi ni bakla.

"Be, solo mo? Solo mo elevator?" Sarcastic kong tanong, sabay tawa. Hindi lang kami ang nandito sa elevator even our batchmates.

Nagtawanan din sila, always ganito ang scenario ako ang kontrabida and sya daw ang bida pero hindi sya papaapi. Yung away namin, which is daily conversation namin ni bakla is nakkatawa sa kanila. Even me, matatawa na lang din.

When we arrived at the reception, natameme ako. As in WOW, buti pala nagdress talaga ako muntik na kong magpants and shirts(my daily clothes, even in the office) kasi malapalasyo ang set ng reception. I mean yung floor, like gold super shinny, the set is vintage.. chairs.. tables.. designs.. (see the picture), parang bigla akong nasa loob ng castle.

Merong arch then, the red carpet and the red chairs with gold something (I wonder if totoong gold yan, try kong kunin mamaya) for the groom and bride kaya pala may crown design ang hair ng bride. And merong live band, they are wearing same clothes yung para sa mga soldiers in the castle.. parang casual wear ni Romeo.

This is so perfect.

We sit in our given table, and my bestfriend go to the stage.

"Fia, 6pm na." Mouthed sakin ni gay bestfriend. I need to check my laptop kasi because today is thursday, and pinayagan lang ako magleave kasi they gave me work at here.

Dumaan ako sa gilid, para hindi mapansin ng mga tao. Naka 3inch sandals lang ako, and wearing lacey brown to yellow color dress pinili syempre ni bakla.

I'm going to our room, kasi nandun yung laptop ko. Hindi naman ako, important guest kaya kung umalis man ako walang makakapansin only bakla lang.