In the midst of Hell's fury I faltered and fell
as the Devil enchained me in the fiery swell,
as the chaos of nighttime swept over my soul
and the sum of my life lay worthless and cold.
So, Hell's angels flew to me with a curse on their lips –
the poison that seeped through each thong of their whips.
And I screamed through the scourging and cried from below
at the madness it echoed, 'This is all I know!'
And I wandered in sadness, bruised, beaten and maimed,
through the ashes, guilt-ridden, embittered with blame
set for Hell's angels, the Devil and you.
But I saw in the distance the Undying with new
hope kept in His bosom to even the scale;
the dawn of days coming. The darkness grew pale.
And I turned to Hell's fury, uncertain of time,
what may burst or bleed from me as I climbed
out of the madness that held my weak frame
for ages in tears without purpose or name.
But I will rise up with the power and will
given by the Undying who guides my feet still
to seal that horizon, the gate of my past –
that bitter-sweet fury that haunted and masked
what lay in my future at a threshold of joy
that all my despairing could never destroy.
For there will be peace where the inferno raged;
a hunger for wisdom in the tender of age
to quiet the chaos – that plague in my mind –
replaced with a soft understanding in time.
And you will find peace when you come to my door
in a flame or a flicker till I am no more.
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The Wanderer: A Collection of Poetry
PoetryA collection of musings on immortality, sadness, death and loss, and the hope of eventual happiness.