I was screaming in my pillow and crying so many tears that I couldn't see a thing.
"Cutting is not the answer. Cutting is not the answer. Cutting is NOT the answer. CUTTING IS NOT THE ANSWER!!!"
I couldn't stop sobbing, I wanted to die. She Killed me when she killed herself. I told her, I told her it wouldn't solve anything.
"God why didn't she listen! One more year and I could have saved her! I would've taken her away from there!!"
If only she had waited... God i wanted to kill that monster that did this. No matter what happened to me he would pay.
I was already dead inside from losing her so i didn't care what happened to me anymore just as long as i get revenge. Revenge for her and for me, he killed us both.
"Oh Lilley, why? Why did you do this to me? To us? I loved you so much and now i will never get to be with you again-"
I was choked off by a sob but that was good because just then my mom walked in.
"Ky?"
I turned to her and when she saw my face her eyes fell. She started silently crying.
"Ky baby I know you're hurting, I came up to say you don't have to go to school and that i will leave my cellphone on at work. You call me if you need anything ok?"
I turned back to stare out the window.
"Ok."
She took a step towards the door but hesitated.
"Ky I love you."
I sighed, "I love you too mom."
She left then and I let out the sobs I'd been holding in. I couldn't take this pain, I couldn't. But how do I make it go away?
"No. It's wrong." I was talking to myself.
I didn't care anymore, she did it...why can't I?
I got off my bed and went to my bathroom. I grabbed a vase of flowers off the counter and threw it to the floor. The glass shards went everywhere and I saw one in particular that caught my attention.
It was long and pointed with a very sharp end. I picked it up and pressed it to my wrist.
"Am I really going to do this?"
I didn't want to think anymore. I didn't want to do anything anymore. I pressed the shard into my arm until it punctured and blood welled up.
Then I slid it up my arm ignoring the screaming pain I felt. After I had sliced from my wrist up to the crease of my elbow I dropped the bloody shard.
I slid down the wall and sat there watching the blood ooze out of my arm. I started getting lightheaded all of a sudden and I passed out.
The last thing I heard before complete blackness took me was a girl screaming.
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Cutting Is Not The Answer
Short StoryKy is greiving over the love of his life that just killed herself because she couldn't handle the abuse from her father anymore. For Ky, his life has ended. Lilley was his only joy, the only thing that kept him going. Now that she is gone is Ky goin...