Unsent Letters

July ** 2016

Sunday

4:51AM

"Unsent Letters "

It's been weeks since the last we talked.

I know you tried to talk to me like a normal day

But, it's seems that nothing will be the same again..

I'm always checking up your accounts

Just to make sure that you're okay without me...

I miss you, I want to hug you, I want to back to the time that everything is okay but i can't help to fight those feelings bcoz i know you're okay without me. That idea that you're doing fine without me makes my heart ache. 

I can't say that I'm finally moved on, somehow little by little I'm accepting the reality

that we both changed and we choose different path.

You with your friends have a really big issue in our relationship

i don't know they don't know how to civil with me knowing that "we used to be best out of friends"

I know people change but it seems it so famous with them. They act like they want to be friends with me

but in reality they just want to have a "Good side" and leaving me the "Kontrabida"

I accept the fact that i lose half of my friends because of our relationship so forgive me if i can't be

Friendly with them.. Because at some point they leave me just to be in your side Love and they judged

me so easily they don't know that im hurting because i'm trying to break up with you

I wanted a break up bcos i think our love is wronged.

Not the way we feel but the way we show

Yes, you always say that you loved me but do you really know me?

Do you think that I'm really okay when your friends are talking to me just for the sake of being in front of you?

Later on we forgive each other because we though we can go back to the way it was.

We continue to express our love to each other

Cherish every moment we have

Treasure all the memories that we've been through

We continue knowing that some of our friends are really not okay with "us"

Being back together they been asking us if we're going to continue this

"Thing" And we're trying to fix all the damages.

I love the little things you sacrifice for me just to be with me

I love it when you sing for me

I love the silly things you do just to make me smile

I love you bcos your always one call away from me

I love the way you look at me

I love you being a positive a person who inspire me that i can do things

Being with you makes my life more memorable