My days are darker,
My world seems to be shrinking...
My hands itching..
Trying not to drift back to the old habits,
But i promised I wouldn't...
And I won't,
But he seems to be clouding my thoughts,
More and more lately,
Day In Day Out,
My feelings change,
One day I hate him,
Another i love him...
Why did he neglect me?
Why did he abandon me?
He was meant to be the guard of my castle,
Keeping all the monsters away...
But instead,
I had a queen protecting me from the monsters...
and one of them...
was none other than him...
Why..
Just why...
