GRIPINGS NA ITO

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GRIPINGS NA ITO

I look like stupid at the jeepney with one-two-three tears falling in my cheeks.

I tried to control and comfort myself not to cry pero hindi ko talaga ma hold ung mga luha ko. I looked at the window to dry my eyes.

Ung sakit at sama ng loob ko ngayon tagos sa backbone. Ung tipong walang communication ng ilang days, pagka lowmorale mo na, at hindi pa nasipot sa PMA. Hindi ko na alam kung may word na "kami pa". Naiwan yata ako sa ere.

It was my first time waiting for hlurs and hindi nasipot.

I throw myself at the bed and I couldn't help but to let all my tears flow in my pillow. No words can help me stop my tears today. Understanding wasn't enough to put me away.

I can barely see the light in my room coz the water are blocking my eyes.

I don't wanna think anything, I just wanna cry out this pain.

My bff came and only her hugs  made me fall asleep.

Umaga na pero pagka dilat padin ng mata ko umiiyak na ako. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako nakatulog pero ang pagising ko ay masakit, knowing and thinking of what happened yesterday.. I felt a pity on myself.

Hindi sa pag ka OA. I really did not dare to enter my OJT today. coz I know and I know baka sa work maiyak pa ako.

I love my boyfriend very much and it was actually my first time na mainjan ng ganito. Though hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito kasakit sa loob ko.

I love him so much that i wasnt ready to be hurt this much.

Will there be still us?

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