Those words hit me in the core, I felt his hands tremble as he started to tear up he said " I attempted so many times, I really don't wanna be alive anymore I just wanna die with no pain and no pity from anyone"
I didn't know what to say, I felt my throat get dry I wasn't able to let my words out, I felt my cheeks getting hot my eyes watering and I felt a warm tear roll down my cheek I bursted into tears hugged him as tight as I could I felt him wrap his arms around my waist, he calmly said: "don't cry baby, your making me feel worse"
I couldn't I yelled: don't kill yourself you mean the world to me, you mean so much to me, I couldn't imagine life without you. Now I felt more tears rolling down my cheeks
" please baby don't cry I won't kill myself"
"Promise"
" I promise babe I love you"
After that I tried texting him and spamming him with hearty text he only responded with ... Or okay... I could tell he wasn't okay, I was worried. What if he's trying to kill himself what if I wake up to him not being in this world anymore, those thoughts all wondered in me, I put my headphones in and blasted the music on high vol.
I texted him and wrote:
" Hun I am so worried about you I just want you to know, you matter"
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Love hurts
Teen FictionA 14 year old girl named Kimberly and her 15 year old boyfriend Tyler are deeply in love, until Tyler gets depression that is when things change and love starts to hurt
