Chapter 51 Like I'm gonna Lose YOU

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[A/N: Play the song mas ma fe feel nyo yung story]

Karylle's POV

I found my self Dreaming in Silver and Gold
Like a scene From a movie that every broken heart knows
We were walking the on moon light You pulled me close. Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone

"Vice!!" Unti unting lumingon si Vice na nakangiti sa akin. Tumakbo ako papalapit sa kanya. Pero bakit ganun kada lapit ko sa kanya papalayo sya ng papalayo sa akin. He raised his hands na parang iniaabot sa akin.

"Vice!!!" Sigaw ko muli. Pero unti unti na syang lumalayo at napupuno ng hamog/usok na puti ang paligid ko. "Vice!!" Umiyak na ako ng malakas dahil sobrang layo na nya sa akin. Tapos nilamon sya ng usok. Nawala sya sa paningin ko. "Vice!!" Ngunit kahit anong sigaw ko walang Vice na dumarating. Umikot ako baka sakaling makikita ko sya pero wala. Para akong nawawala sa kawalan.

"Baby wake up!!" I open my eyes and saw him. Natatakot ang mga mata nya. Nakakunot noo at pawisan kahit aircon ang kwarto namin. Nanlalamig rin sya. Hinawakan ko ang pisngi nya. "Thank's God nagising ka.. natakot ako na baka mawala ka sa akin!!" Naiiyak nya na sambit sa akin. Oh my sweet Vice. I hug him.

"I was having a night mare" bulong ko sa kanya habang kayakap sya. "I lose you there.. nawala ka hindi kana bumalik.. natakot ako. Umiyak ako kasi akala ko totoo"

"Baby I'm here" he said. Then he kiss my forhead. I closed my eyes and feel his skin against mine. I can feel his heart that beat faster in his chest. Niyakap ko lang sya. My favorite lambing thing to him.

"Let's go back to sleep" bulong nya sa akin.
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Hindi ko alam na ganito pala kasaya mag lakad sa ilalim ng liwanag ng buwan habang kahawak kamay mo ang lalaking mahal mo. Parehas kaming nakangiti. Walang nag sasalita at dinadama lang ang lamig ng hangin. Hinila nya ako papalapit sa kanya upang mayakap nya. Tumingala ako sa langit at nilingon sya, pero pag lingon ko WALA NA SYA. Umikot ako. WALA talaga SYA. Bumilis na ang tibok ng puso ko.

"Vice!!!" Pero wala. Wala na sya. Nasaan sya. Bakit kailangan nyang mawala sa akin?

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I woke up in tears with you by my side. A breath of relief and I realized No were not promised tomorrow .

Nagising ako. I look at my side his there. His lying beside me. Pinunasan ko ang luha ko. Buti naman panaginip lang sya. Hindi ko na talaga kayang mawala sya sa piling ko. I came closer to him. I hug him. I feel his warm body. I sniff his scent. And I embrace him tightier. This is the only thing that I can feel that he's really mine. Yes his Mine. His body, his soul and his everything but the real thing is our love for each other was wrong. Wrong because I'm married. I was stupid for not realizing that his the only one that my heart can love. I was just hurt at that time. But I suddenly realize that his the ONLY ONE. I never lose my love for him and his Jose Marie Borja Viceral. The only guy who owns my heart. But were not really meant for each other. Were meant to love each other but we are not meant to be together. This the reality. That's why it really hurts on my side that someday I'm going to let him go. Because the things between us are not forever.

"Baby" usal nya. "Why are you crying?"

"Wala lang Love.. I'm just gonna miss this when were back to the real world" hinigpitan nya ang yakap nya sa akin.

"Yeah me to" sagot nya rin sa akin

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So I'm gonna Love you Like I'm gonna lose you. Like I'm saying goodbye. Whereever were standing I won't take you for granted cause know we'll know run out of time.. So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna Lose you
I'm gonna Love you. Like I'm gonna  Lose you.

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