Don't you just hate that gut wrenching pain in your stomach as you cry till you feel like you can't cry anymore. When it feels like your gonna die from a broken heart, that you feel like you're gonna have a heart attack and you can't breath.
You can feel the beat of your heart. Beating even thou you don't know how, who it was beating for is gone.
This is a story a story about love, pain and death. Its not gonna be something that you fangirl over this is my story of being married young, loving someone with an addiction and then losing them to something that was out of anyone's control. Id like to say it ends well I'll let you decide that for yourself... This may be explicit but this is the truth and it needs to get off my chest.. From being in love to can't standing to look into there eyes because you know its not them there somewhere deep inside and the only thing you can do is dig, keep digging till you find something left of the old them... Don't let me get ahead of myself my name Is Denise Boleware I'm 17 years old and this... This is my story.
