Forbidden Affair

Six Months Earlier

It all started the first Friday on the first semester, my ex-boyfriend who I was still madly in love with didn't hug me before he left school. Somehow that killed me. I broke down into the biggest emotional mess a teenage girl could break into. When I got on the bus, I sat down next to one of my best friends, Diana. She noticed I was crying and she didn't know what to do so she just sat there and held me. Then from the seat behind me I hear the words come from his mouth.

"Kacey, are you okay?"

It was Chase Woods; he was the senior baseball player. I turn around and look at him.

"Not really if you haven't noticed my eyeliner and mascara is all over my face." I tell him thinking he would automatically know what was wrong. I knew that he wouldn't know what was wrong till I told him.

"I get that, but who hurt you, who do I need to start a fight with on Monday?" he asked me being protective.

"Nobody, it's okay, I'll be fine." I tell him knowing I won't be.

"It's not nobody. Kacey who did this to you I'm trying to help?" he asked me hoping that I would give in and tell him.

"Fine, you're going to think it's really stupid because it is and I shouldn't be crying over it because there's no reason to be crying over it. But if you must know, me and my ex-boyfriend- "he cuts me off.

"Okay first off, if it's your ex, why are you even talking to him?" he asks not letting me finish.

"As I was saying, me and my ex-boyfriend are friends again, well all week he has walked me to the bus and hugged me before he left. Well today his bus got there before ours, and he didn't even say bye, he just took off to the bus and left me standing there." I tell him knowing he is going to think it's the stupidest think ever.

"Kacey, don't be crying over a boy who doesn't see what he's missing out on, he's a dick don't let him get to you. You'll get over him at some point." He tells me trying to help. He doesn't realize that it just makes me cry even more.

When I get off the bus that day, I start walking home and I hear him yell back at me.

"Don't let boys get to you Kacey, boys are stupid I should know, I am one." After he tells me that, I'm able to laugh for a minute. Then I remember that I have to see my dad tonight.

When I get into the house, I drop all of my stuff and fall to the floor bawling, when I am able to gather myself, I go to pack my stuff.

My room at the time had white walls a few band posters on them, I had yellow furniture and a twin size day bed. I go to my closet and start to pick out clothes to take. Once I get all the clothes out and packed, I get everything else and wait for my dad.

I spend the whole weekend, having random breakdowns, not knowing why it was affecting me so much. So I just get past it the best I could, I took Chase's advice to stop thinking about it and move on. That's exactly what I did. I moved on.