Skins UK

Elm Park

(^^^ill tell you when to play this)

"Sometimes you just gotta write

I think it's a perfect way to express your self while others choose to make art or perform or change their physical appearance I think writing is a seriously underrated form of creative expression.

Like right now it's past one am and I'm sitting in my bed and I've had an idea and now with a swish of ink you too can view that idea and I think that's amazing. It really goes hand in hand with today's technology. Our opinions can be so easily viewed by all, it's also our downfall. No ones ever gonna agree on everything and maybe it's the complex design of the world but it's sure interesting.

When someone asks me what I like about the world I think. It's like we as humans can seemingly counter anything and were the dominant race and all that shit but really we are so small in a spectrum of the world where most things don't matter. We are the human race and were killing ourselves we can fly rocket ships to the moon but our own social constructs limit us to nothing ness. So maybe that's what I like about the world we have the power to build up and siamotainously destroy ourselves and-"

Honestly thats all I could read before throwing up, note. Never, never ever let your friends throw you a going away party, agree to drive your self all the way there , proceed to drink your ass off then come home at 3 am like an idiot and get on your computer. Cause you will spew utter bullshit into text on windows and you'll regret the time spent reading it cause now you really really gotta get ready for you first day at new school FUCK ME.

I don't wanna say I threw my laptop but I threw my laptop cross my bed and ran like hell to the mirror. Coincidence cause I looked like hell. This is where I need the music

(Start playing 121 azelilia banks)

Brush drag down my head hell, flat iron in,hair up ,wash face, dry ,moisturize ,makeup ,wet the beauty blender ,be cream ,light on the pimples ,chin ,upper lip ,nose dab dab dab ,eyebrow comb, gel fill shape ,pale eyeshadow, curl eyelashes ,black mascara, top, bottom ,right hand top ,bottom left hand ,12 min now high lighter,bronzer, lip liner and brow brush ,fake freckles ,line lips,lipstick .

Straighten kink , two large waves making my long blonde hair

Black jeans with rips in the knees ,Light grey T shirt, dark grey bralette, blue jean jacket with white wool collar, black leather backpack with rose gold metal zips and black converse.

Run down the stairs, pee,chug chocolate milk from the carton, brush teeth, roll of premium plus crackers thrown in my bag, keys, bus pass,pet the dog, then run.

Dash down the back lane seven houses down, j walk across the street before landing at the bus stop.

I exhale rather loudly when I sit down feeling accomplished. Whole morning routine done in 19 minutes.

So maybe I like planning out my life, but I have fun, I do different things I mean really, school that's different. I've never done this before, a new school, but I've wanted to, it is weird to be someone else,fresh start, its amazing really.

And I love school, it's just the people. I've come to realize I kinda hate people.

You can turn the song off now unless you like it then go for it. I really fucken like this chapter just as a starter I think it's pretty decent and maybe it's just this song but I'm pumped. So yeah, whoa. Fun fact this isn't even originally a chapter for this series. I was gonna do a josh dun fic but it suits the theme well and I'm not saying anything but I might have a character resembling josh dun in this anyway bye.