Everything Hurts: painful breaths and shaking hands

This is nothing you want to be

You knew it was coming,
Why didn't you stop it?
I get the feeling you know, you actually love this feeling.
Is this so? Why is this so?
Finally you're getting the attention you want,
Finally you're expressing the way that you feel.
You know it's coming to eat you,
It already is.
It already has.