breathe ; a poetry book

Vanished

You really thought I could forget you?

You really thought I couldn't feel?

The pain,the heavy weight I feel down my chest.

You really thought I could deal?

Now you have just moved on,

like I was nothing more than a stop.

You were the train.

Left me suffocating down to top.

I can't breathe.

I can't forget you.

Your kisses, your soft fingers.

Don't miss it all too?

Don't you ever think of the day?

You said you loved me?

You said you and I can never be apart.

You said we were 'we'.

The moments we had.

Holding hands.

Sweet little kisses.

And that funny dance.

Was I the only one,

Who loved?

Was I the only one,

Who cared?

When I think about the things you said,

Were they just lie?

I can't stop thinking about you.

Why did you say Good-bye?

It hurts to see that you are happy.

It hurts to see you are that you don't care.

I still love you, I miss you.

But I won't say ,I won't dare.

Am I just a memory to now?

Or a passed cloud?

Were you really in love with me?

Or you really had the doubt?

But now all that left is empty.

I don't feel fine at all.

I feel like I am gone numb.

Like a lifeless doll.