Le lendemain.
Nate George Bieber est né à 6h30 le 9 août, il mesure 52 cm et pèse 3,25 kg.
Je suis fatiguée de l'accouchement mais fière et heureuse. Je suis en train d'admirer mon homme et mon fils en train de dormir. Je m'endors rapidement..
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16:12
Je me réveille reposée, Justin est assit à mes côtés. Il me regarde avec ses yeux brillants. Je lui souris et l'embrasse.
_ Merci.. Me dit-il.
_ Pour ?
_ Pour m'avoir offert une magnifique famille.
_ De rien mon amour, viens. Il se lève et s'allonge à côté de moi sur le lit, je me blottis dans ses bras, il me caresse les cheveux.
_ J'ai terminé une chanson.
_ Ah oui ?
_ Oui, écoute ça. Il me chante une chanson acapella.
Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath
Feeling like I'm walking my last steps
Look at all of these tears I've wept
Look at all the promises that I've kept
I put my heart into your hands
Here's my soul to keep
I let you in with all that I can
You're not hard to reach
And you bless me with the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you've given me purpose
Thinking my journey's come to an end
Sending out a farewell to my friends, forever peace
Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?
I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease
I put my heart into your hands
Learn the lessons you teach
No matter what, wherever I am
You're not hard to reach
And you've given me the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose everyday
You give me purpose in every way
Oh, you are my everything...
Oh, you are my everything...
I don't know if this is wrong
Because someone else is telling me that it's wrong
But I feel this so let me just like, try my best not to let this happen again
We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions.
You can't be hard on yourself
For these were the cards that you were given so you have to understand that these, like...
That's not who you are
You're trying to be the best you can be but that's all you can do
If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself
Give it all you got
But if it ends up happening, it ends up happening.
That's what it's....that's what's happening with me
It's like God I'm giving it all I got, sometimes
I'm weak and I'm gonna do it, and it's like I'm not giving myself grace
I'm just like understanding, that's just how it is
J'ai fermé les yeux tout le long de son interprétation, j'en ai des frissons.
_ Wow mon coeur, elle est superbe..
_ Merci, elle s'appelle "Purpose". Il m'embrasse et prend Nate qui vient de se réveiller. Il me le cale sur ma poitrine et se rallonge à mes côtés, je pose ma tête sur son torse.
_ Il a mes yeux et ta bouche. Lui dis-je.
_ Oui et il a ton sourire, celui que j'aime tant. On papote pendant 10 minutes quand mes parents, Pattie, Dylan, Jaxon et Jazmyn entrent dans la chambre.
