Short Stories

Deeper

I'm falling deep actually deeper than I thought

I know you said that 100 times when someone let you down , someone cheated on you , someone who lost your trust in but you don't know what have you done for that , someone who you loved more than you think cause you always said to yourself that " love is not in my mind " but you accidentally fell for him/her you fell deeper than you think

All your problems are surrounding you making you wanna die or scream maybe you wanna smash anything in front of  your face cause you couldn't imagine that one day you will be surrounded by sadness

I can tell you know that you are afraid you can't solve anything you are pushing your luck to help you do anything but believe me nothing will help you unless you faced all of these mess that you have done

You think you can escape but no there is no way out from all your problems I need you to focus ,focus on all the things surrounding you like I wanna you imagine that you are in a room full masterpieces actually you are in an art gallery , I know why you would imagine that but let me tell ya now follow my instructions " I wanna you look deep in everything thing you see like a board full art or statue , I wanna you stand right in front of anything you like then start staring but with focus like you can see every inch in that thing example you are standing in front of a statue for a human you now can see his face but you can't know how that thing feel maybe his expressions are not clear like you can make it sad or happy or mysterious maybe afraid ......etc

Let's pretend that you got his expression let's make it happiness , you wanna know why the painter made this statue looks happy well you can go ask him easily but not honey I wanna you to know the reason by yourself

Imagine that statue was for a real humane that was having a perfectly life the painter saw him/her and made that for him/her to show the people that anyone can be happy for anything even the small ones . good job you figured the reason now the date

Touch the statue don't be afraid if you can feel the rock is maybe rough then that statue was being made in a primitive age or maybe the painter haven't time to choose good rocks idk or maybe the painter was in a hurry to finish his masterpiece , well if it was made with soft ones then all you have to do is take the words above and turned it like primitive - modern - / hurry - slow or with comfort

Then let's figure why he made it happy . well maybe cause that person was really happy or the painter was in a good mood to do it maybe his life was happy , well your answer is good but not enough I can take it it's okay

Well my dear what if you couldn't do anything from above then imagine that

You are that statue this time we will make it sadness

You were have a messrible life as we said before you are were having a lot of problems a lot of fear , you can't breath you feel you are broken or frozen maybe someone is killing you from the inside and out you just feel yourself being lost you feel you are falling deep in a big ocean no one hand to rescue you nothing except yourself , you just let your body fall and now you let the waves take you to anyway where you feel he wind blows and then the big ocean takes you deeper you feel okay at first but no you began to freak out trying to scream but no one listens

You let the waves moving you up and down you just let the ocean take you even deeper and now you can touch the ground below the see level you closed your eyes and let your body move by itself then slowly opened then you can see all blue there right ,you kept walking but you feel weird how I supposed to walk when I'm drowning or maybe I'm dead , let me tell you all of that is not real you are imagining

You opened your eyes in your room after that amazing journey you feel you are wet cause maybe all of that were real and someone rescued you and took you to your home but your are actually sweating cause you were afraid your heart beats slowly , your eyes were closed ,your soul maybe was out of your body but then immediately you woke up and all went normal

Your problems for you is the big ocean your trails to face it was falling deep even deeper than you thought cause these are awful trails you didn't even know how to react your mind was blocked by your fear yet again you let your own thoughts destroy you as you let the waves take you to any places they wanted not you my dear

I know you ask what was all of that then I say open your eyes , you found yourself in the art gallery right there in front of that statue and you imagined that statue was you , with all your fears inside that rock who can't even move , your fears can't move by it self they need something they just need to to be afraid to let them leads you by your mind to any thing they want shortly like they began to make you go to your death with your feet without even knowing like your eyes are now black they can't see anything

Let us imagine some happiness

You loved someone who there eyes were blue but not normal blue actually dark blue cause whenever you look at it you fall so in love with it , falling so deep , every time you look into these awesome eyes you just can't stop yourself from staring deep down in it you just don't want to remember the persons's face you want to remember his/her eyes

After you left the art gallery you now have some hints to solve your problems , first you have to search for the reason why is this stupid problem second and last you must keeping an eye on every step you take in your life you must think before reacting you must look deep in anything you want cause not all pretty things come by its shape it may came by its soul

Then you won't fall deeper from fear you will actually will want to fall deeper in happiness maybe in love

The writer .M