When I was in 3rd grade I realized I was a lesbian but I thought it was just a phase you know because I was really young.
But when I got in foruth grade I knew it wasn't a phase.I told my self it was a phase because I told my mom I was a lesbian when I was in 3rd grade and that's what she told me because she doesn't think that's right.
This is when it started going down hill. I felt so Alone and like I wasn't even my self.
I felt like I wasn't me I would hide that I'd hide my feeling and put on a happy face and pretend I like that boy over there but the truth was I didn't even care to know there name.
I always hide my secret feeling ashamed and bad about being a lesbian and sometimes I still do because sometimes if my mom sees a lgbt person in the store she says "let's go to a different isle and wait till they leave". In my mind and in my heart I'm like why there no different then us and then I say "mom how would u feel if someone discriminated us about our skinned color something that u were born with just like them they can't control who they love ". But then that's when she hit me and said shut up even if there born that way they are born wrong and in sin. Maybe I am a sin but I can't help it.
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THE TRUTH WITHIN MY HEART
Non-FictionThis is about me and my struggles from day to day life of being lesbian and seeing if anyone out there can relate to me and how my point of view was about it and how I wish I could be free to be me. This story is about the truth within my heart and...
