Soon

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Everything that is visible before my eyes reminds me of you, of how we used to be. Every sound I hear is a vibration of your name. Funny how life surprised me with this kind of pain, seems so unbearable. I tried not to bleed but I end up bleeding more. I tried to ignore the pain but it comes rushing to me more. I realized that no matter how much you wanted to make someone stay, if he wants to leave, he will. I learned that no matter how tight your grip is, there will come a time that you need to finally loosen it up. Maybe it's time for me to stop holding unto a hand that wasn't holding back anymore. And though my heart still wants you, I need to focus on myself first. Reality is surrounding me and I need to breathe it all in. Acceptance and forgiveness will heal me. I know I'll get by. I know I'll get through. In time, I know I'll get better. Soon.


-paperspenandtine

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