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Chapter 3- We Talked

Beep beep- I reached over to turn off my alarm clock. Today is another day where I go to school, I sit in class, talk to my friends, stare at Jordan. He won't notice me. He never does. Maybe today he'll ask for a pencil or some paper but, it will never mean anything. It never does.

I get out of bed and walk to my closet. I put on my black skinny jeans, a plain white t-shirt, my favorite red hoodie, and some white vans.

-ring ring- I pick up my phone from my bedside table. "Dudeee I'm in your driveway come on." 

"I'm coming"

"Bye mom!"

"Bye sweetie!"

"Have a good day at school!"

I love my mom, I really do. She's like my best friend, I feel like I can tell her anything. Like when I came out..,

~Flashback~

"Mom... I sort of need to tell you something."

"What is it, honey?"

"Well....I'm gay"

"Sweetie I'm so glad you told me, now let's go get some pizza."

"Wait, you're not disappointed and ashamed of me?"

"Or course not honey, I will accept you as whoever you are. I don't care if you like boys or girls" "

"Thanks mom" I smiled.

~End of flashback~

I walked out the door and of course my best friend Parker starts yelling at me.

"I've been waiting for Ten minutes."

"Yeah Parker, more like five" I grinned

"Whatever, just get in the car"

"Fine" I said chuckling

~At school~

"I have to get to class, see ya Connor"

"See ya"

I walked towards my science class when, I bumped right into Jordan Baxter.

I dropped all of books and papers.

"Whoa mate, sorry about that."

He helped me pick up my books.

"Oh..it's....fine" I said nervously

He handed me my books.

God he looks so gorgeous. His blue eyes, brown hair. I love him.

"I've got to get to class, see you around....uh"

"It's Connor" I said quietly

"Well then, I'll see you around, Connor"

"Yeah"

Hopefully......
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~In science class~

I talked to Jordan Baxter longer than I ever have in my entire life.

I wish I had just kissed him right then and there and confessed all my feelings for him but, I can't.

I guess we're just better off in our own separate little worlds.

I can dream, I can fantasize but it'll never happen.

It never will.

"Mr. Wilson"

"Ehem, Mr. Wilson" My teacher said louder.

"Oh.....uh...sorry"

I heard small laughter from the people around me.

"Mr. Wilson, can please tell us the answer to question number three please?"

"The answer is A"

"That's correct, but you need to stop daydreaming into your own little world or you won't learn anything.

"Yes, Sir."
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~At Lunch~

"Connor stop staring at your little boyfriend" He grinned

"I'm not, Parker"

"Oh come on, he's the only thing you ever stare at"

"No he's not.."

"Don't lie, I know it's true."

"Fine"

"Anyways, I'm having this party later, do you want to come?"

"I literally invited the whole school, so maybe lover boy will be there" He chuckled

"I guess, I mean I've got nothing else to do."

"Great, come at 8"

"Alright"

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Thoughts on the third chapter? What do you think will happen at the party? Will Jordan be there?    

I'm working on the fourth chapter! I hope it's good!

-SimplyXLarry