I get close to someone, right? Every damn time shit happens. Right now I feel like absolute shit and yes it was my fault. I've never felt so damn worthless. They either fall in love and I can't do shit about it or they're suicidal and commit suicide. Why can't I just be close to someone and have a close relationship and can talk and do anything with? Why doesn't that just happen with me? That never happens and it sucks because now I am done talking to new people. If you haven't pmed me don't ever pm me. I'm serious. New pms are just gonna get deleted and I won't answer. I only want to talk to Sheri, Conner, Bailey, and Benni, oh and Dani also Dustin. The rest of you can just go suck it! Ugh!!! Also I have to work later today so I will only be on for another hour.
