Lucas pov
I was at home thinking about how I'm not with Maya right now I'm such a moron she probably hates me
Tomorrow is Marlene birthday party shoes turning two I already missed when she turned one
I'm seventeen years old why am I acting like I'm five I helped create those kids and I should be in there life
Maya has to do this all by herself she was always late to class she goes home early almost everyday to take care of them and every time I see her her eyes are puffy and red cause she's been crying over me cause I'm not there but that's gonna change
