Lost

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Everyone hopes for that perfect life, but me I just want to be happy. Maybe this new school will help. I don't know anymore. Everything was okay until it happened. Now I'm moving away and trying to find ways to cope.
I remember her smile. I remember everything she did for me even though we didn't have a lot of money. She did everything she could to make me happy. As I look out the window tears slowly run down my face.
I can't think of anything else to do. What will happen at this new school. I don't really know or care. I just want her back. No one should lose someone. As I keep thinking about it I wonder if I could have done anything to save her. I lost everything that day.
She told me to run, but I just kept looking back. I wanted to help her, but she only wanted me to get away. I tried to get back to her but it was too late and I lost consciousness.
All I remember now is the screams and me crying asking to help her. She didn't want help. She was too good my favorite part about her. The memories from that day replay in my head as I slowly fall asleep.