Dear Ana,
I've finally found something that I deserve instead of pain. Not eating. It's as if I'm punishing myself but getting a reward. It's bittersweet, really. In my opinion, it's better than cutting.
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xxv.
Dear Ana,
I've finally found something that I deserve instead of pain. Not eating. It's as if I'm punishing myself but getting a reward. It's bittersweet, really. In my opinion, it's better than cutting.