* Aurhors note:triggers e.g cutting and suicide and sadness*
Phil's P.O.V
Dragging the blade slowly across the pumping veins of my wrist I thought back to when I found Dan,curled up beside the sink,razor blade in hand and hot,simmering tears flowing down his face. Devastation poured over me like gallons of cold sweat; "how could someone so wonderful hurt themself?"
I had helped him then and to all that is pure I hoped he's better now.I lightly closed my hand letting the edges of soft paper graze my palm. I let the cold metal dance on my skin evoking hot applause in the form of rouge.I turned on some music and let go.
Dans p.o.v
I came in to the sound of Muse playing,I guessed Phil was taking a shower.I went to the kitchen to make some tea."strange,Phil is taking longer then usual in the shower should I go check on him?" I thought,
"I guess it wouldn't hurt"I decided and went to wait outside the shower for him to come out.As I was approaching the shower I didn't actually hear any water this was very weird
"Phil couldn't possibly be.....could he?...Oh god...Please..don't let it be true.."
I started to accelerate towards the bathroom.
"Phil are you ok?!?"I asked gripping my cup of tea tightly
"Phil?"I knocked
"Phil!?!"I knocked again louder
"Phil im worried,im coming in,get ready"I said
"One"
The adrenaline rushed through my veins
"Two"I opened the door
"Three"I came in, the shock hitting me like a 5,000 pound truck.
The whole bathroom was covered in blood as Phil's body, usually so lively lay there on the floor still,pale and cold.Time froze a second seemed like a century.My cup fell from my clutch. As I scooted towards Phil I took out my phone and quickly dialed 999.
'Phil!?'I choked out as my perfect little sunshine lay on the ground beside me
.......dead...
There was a note in his hand.A bloody bloody note.I reached out,my hand shaking uncontrollably as I took it out of his cold wet hands. Phil's blood stained my clothes and my tears stained the note as I read it.
"Dan,I'm sorry I had to go,I'm sorry I left you,I'm sorry for everything.Please don't blame yourself it was never your fault.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you this enough but I love you "
How could I not blame myself.My soulmate died,I never even cared enough to ask if he was ok,if he was coping,If..if he needed help. I quickly got the pen he used and added my own message.I took the blade and did what had to be done.I lay down beside Phil .
"I'm coming with you"
I whispered as tears were filling my eyes. I hugged Phil for the last time and got ready to see him again
3rd person p.o.v
A few moments later the ambulance arived,but it was too late.
Dan and Phil were gone.
They were going to stay by each other's side forever,and now not even death could do them part.
