First Kiss (A Rydellington Fanfiction)

I HATE YOU

Heyy! So first of all, i wanna thank you all for reading this story & i wanna give a quick shoutout to R5loverforever99 & rauraauslly for being the first people leaving comments on my very first fanfic ever. Also i forgot to say that I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING, BUT THE PLOT. With that said, let's move on with the story. Here's chapter 2 of First kiss, enjoy! 

What in the world did i just do?!                                                                                                                                Did i really just kissed my best friend?!                                                                                                                    I can't believe that, what I also can't believe is that i actually enjoyed it, that I felt like were were the only ones in this world. It was the most beautiful thing that has happened to me. I-I--It was....

''Cough,cough'' Lots of fake coughs interrupted me from my thoughts and made me broke my gaze with rydel. 

I started looking around and so did Rydel. We were not the only ones in this world anymore. Everyone was looking at us. Not everyone had that ''aww'' look my mom and stormie had on their faces though. There were Ryland, Ross, Rocky, Riker and Mark. They of course, looked very angry and shocked. they scared me a little. The guys are gonna kill me, I mean why wouldn't they. I just kissed their sister, their princess. Ohh man..

I could tell Rydel couldn't handle the pressure anymore. there were now tears streaming down her face. I wanted to do something but i didnt know what. She didn't let me do anything though, since she stormed outside the room, crying. 

I heard lots of ''Rydel wait!'' the guys wanted to go after her. Make sure she was okay. But stormie stopped them. 

I then went after Rydel. I had fix this mess, somehow.

It was really dark outside. I couldn't see rydel. A few seconds later, i heard sobs coming from the distance. I slowly walked towards those sobs and spotted a mop of blonde hair. 

There she was, crying her heart out. I had no idea what i was gonna say but i sat down next to her anyway. 

It was a little windy, rydel was shivering. I took off my cardigan and put it around her. I could see a little smile on her lips, from the corner of my eyes. That smile calmmed me a little, but there was silence a really awkward silence. 

i wanted her to say something, scream at me or even hit me..but she wouldn't even move. 

I couldn't resist this anxiety any longer. I decided to speak.

''Rydel, I--I--I'm'' 

''Ww--hh-yy? Why Ratliff? Why did you kiss me? Rydel asked crying, not letting me finish. There was something on her eyes though, something that seemed like hope?

I didn't know why i did it. I still dont know. All i know is that i dont regret it and i would do it again if i had the chance. I also know, i don't wanna ruin this beautiful thing we have, our friendship. I wouldn't know what to do without her, without my bestfriend. I'm so scared to say something that will mess everything up. I can't do that, this kiss is not worth it, it didnt mean anything. It was just a heat of the moment thing right?

''Look, rydel...'' I stutter 

''I honestly don't know why i did it, all i know is that it was a mistake and i promise it won't happen again. I know it didn't meant anything to you and dont worry, it didn't mean anything to me either. It was just a heat of the moment thing, you know'' 

The hope i had seen in her eyes earlier, was no longer there. Is it because of what i just said?

''Heat of the moment?!'' rydel shouted at me 

''Do you realize what you've done?! You made my FIRST kiss a ''heat of the moment thing'' How could you do this to me?! You more than anybody know I've been waiting for this moment my entire life, but you didn't care, you ruined it. I thought you cared about me, I thought you wanted me to be happy. Why?! Why ellington? I was about to kiss Ean, someone who does care about me ..I actually wanted him to kiss me cause i like him & most importantly HE likes me back. No boy has ever liked me before, you know that. I just cant' believe you did this to me, I --- I -- I HATE YOU! 

*I do care about you, rydel*                                                                                                                                   *Why did you call me Ellington, you never call me Ellington*                                                                          * That's not true, theres hundreds of guys who wish you were their girl*                                                     I wanted to say this and much more but nothing came out of my mouth. 

She then stood up and desappered in the darkness. Not before saying those 3 words. 3 words i never thought would come from her mouth ''I HATE YOU''