I Refuse to Sink ~ B.B

Chapter: 14

2 weeks after Meg ran off. 

Beau's Pov

It's been two weeks since Meg raced off we haven't Seen or heard anything from her. Meg's mums back. we have called the cops and she is now officially in their system as a missing person.

We are all extremely worried about her, especially Meg's mum and Alice because Meg's brother has escaped prison and they know what he Is capable of. 

I haven't got one good nights sleep since Meg left. I've been worried shitless (Not Literally) and feeling very guilty. If I hadn't bought that blonde bimbo back that Meg probably wouldn't of ran off. No scratch that. She wouldn't of run off. 

 I can't believe we didn't know a single thing of her past. I didn't know she nearly died. "Luke, Jai, Skip, James, I'm going to go out looking for Meg again does anyone wanna come."I shout down the stairs. 

"Beau you've been out everyday for about 4 hours each time for the past two weeks have a break".

"No I'll go for only an hour today" I lie knowing I will be out for hours again. I grab my Snap Back before looking out my window directly up into, Meg's.

I just keep hoping I'll look up there and she will be standing there smiling and waving back at me.

Meg's Pov

Back to the day she ran

I just ran and ran, that is until I ran straight into someone. Knocking both of us over. When I stood up I faced a nightmare, it was Warren and if this was Warren then my brother can't be too far from here. 

He pulled me into a hug. Wait what. But then his grip got tighter and tighter. Then he put a white cloth over my nose, my eyes started to get heavier and heavier then everything went black.

A couple hours later 

I was awoken someone yelling at me "get up!" They screeched it over and over. I did as they said when I fully awoke my vision blurred and I was greeted by a grinning Warren. 

Great. Note the sarcasm. "Alright you little bitch you are going to do what I say or I'll just kill you right now" he spat. I nod my head. 

"Smoke this" he says tossing me a large glad bag completely full of weed and then he threw me some tinfoil and a lighter.

I haven't touched weed since the night I nearly died, I promised myself I would never touch weed again. Well promises aren't always kept, I guess.

 I get one all ready and begin smoking it. It's so bad for you but it feels so right. I can't help but picture Beau with that bimbo Chloe. It breaks my heart. 

As I think about Beau and Chloe the more I'm enjoying the weed.

I just keep smoking it and before I know it I have gone through the whole glad bag. 

"Wow good job slut" Warren said when he entered the room and saw I had smoked it all.

Beau's Pov

I've been looking for at least three hours now. I park the car in a Coles car park and just sit there thinking I know this is all my fault if I had just had the balls to ask her face to face instead of try ring her.

Then I would have come to the pleasant discovery that she does indeed like me back and I wouldn't of had to go out get half drunk and find a complete slut. 

Cut it out Beau, sitting here blaming yourself is not finding her. I start the car again and set off looking once more.

Meg's Pov

I've been here for about two weeks. I think but I can't be sure I mean I'm usually high for most of the time anyway. I have no choice. 

Well I could always refuse and let them kill me. Put me out of my misery. What are you thinking Meg you can't just give up on live, you survived last time, you can do it again.

"Sup slut how are you going" Warren greets me as he walks in interrupting my train of thoughts. 

"I'm nearly done this bag" I stutter. 

"We'll that's not good enough is it" he screamed in my face. He pulls a knife out of his pocket and gives me an evil grin.

Oh no. He walks up to me and whispers "this is what you get you little bitch" before slicing the knife across my leg, it's only small but without the correct medical treatment I know it will get worse and infected.

Before he leaves he ties me to a chair in here. He walks out of the room and I sit there in pain. It's bleeding. 

The pain is getting worse. I need to put pressure on the wound but I'm tied to this chair. I can feel the warm liquid oozing out of the small cut. 

I know that if I don't finish that weed he will do worse, more damage than just a little cut.

But I know that if I keep smoking. The weed, I'm slowly effecting my health and well being. I just wish someone came and saved me. struggling due to being tied to a chair I pick up the next amount of weed and started to smoke it. 

Not only will it help try prevent more cuts and physical damage done to me by Warren it might also help take the pain away from my cut leg.

How the heck does a cut so small hurt so bad. I means it's no longer than an inch but I have the slightest  feeling it might be quite deep. Oh gotta keep smoking the weed. 

Beau's Pov

I'm broken, a piece of me Is missing. I'm just expecting the worst now. She didn't even know I liked her. This is crazy, I can't be in love with Meg, I've only Known her for less than a month. 

"BEAU" Luke screamed In My ear, taking me away from my miserable thoughts. 

"What" I mutter under my breath. 

"About time you heard us, we've been trying to get your attention for 7 minutes now" Jai explained giving me a sympathetic look knowing how upset and guilty I feel.

"Well what is it you want?" I bite back.

"Skip and James are on their way and we are having a movie night. " Luke cheers. 

I know they are just doing this to try take my mind off Meg and to cheer me up. Well I hate to break it to them but it's not working.

"Also we might do a twitcam" Jai adds. 

I look up and them before replying "count me out".

They both look at me sadly before Jai starts "Beau, the fans are worried about you it's been 2 weeks since you've tweeted, instagramed anything , keeked or used any other form of social media to update the fans." 

"Just at least make an appearance say your been having a bit of down time and put a cheerful face on to reassure them" Luke added.

I nodded. Moments later we hear a knock on the door. Luke walks off to answer it. Then I hear James and Daniels voices. That's odd they never knock. 

"Hey man how ya doing " Skip says as he enters the lounge. 

"Best I can be I suppose". 

"Hang in there mate" James adds patting me on the back. 

"Why did you knock you never knock" I ask curiously. 

"the door was locked"Skip says. Oh. We start our night off with a twitcam which I am in for a mere 2 minute then continue on to watch Grown ups 2.