On My Own. ([ SLOW UPDATES])

On my Own. Chap. 9.

Sam’s POV

I sat there curled in a ball.

I was in a corner in my room.

After Felix said he loved me, I fell asleep in his arms.

He carried me home and laid me in my bed.

But I couldn’t sleep.

Not now.

It’s exactly 2:45 a.m.

On Saturday.

Why can’t I be normal and just fall back asleep?

Of course I can’t be though.

Just because my old best friend almost died because of me.

And than he doesn’t remember me.

Than we hate each other for literally no reason.

And than!

He ‘remembers’ me.

Yeah.

My ass he remembers me.

Felix probably did that so he could get to me.

Than why did he seemed do genuine?, my inner-mind thought.

“Because he’s gonna prank me.” I answered myself, aloud.

Than why hasn’t he yet? Don’t you think he would’ a posted on face-book already?, my mind asked.

“Mmhmm.” I mumbled.

I slowly got off the floor and walked towards my computer.

I quietly signed onto face-book and looked up Felix Matthews.

There it was.

One post.

5 hours ago.

Felix Matthews: Just had the weirdest night ever with weird-emo chick Sam. What to do now with the crazy chick..?

And underneath was the longest list I could ever imagined, of comments.

Some were even death threats!

“What the hell?” I asked angrily.

I sat up, knocking my chair to the ground in the process.

I stormed outta my room and into Felix’s.

Slapping him as hard as I could I yelled, “HOW COULD YOU. YOU FUCKIN ASS!”

He jerked awake, startled.

“Wha-?” He asked confused.

Confused until he saw my angry eyes.

Felix’s POV

“Wha-?” I asked in a daze.

I saw Sam’s eyes.

Eyes that held..:

• Anger.

• Hate.

• Hurt.

• And.. Love.

Love?

She still loves me?, I thought with hope.

Hope?

Where the fuck did that come from?

Anyways.

Realization dawned on me.

She saw my face-book post.

Fuck.

I’m screwed.

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Hey guys.

Good enough?

I've been writing this for an hour, kinda.

I've been doing a lotta different shit.

So sorry if I don't upload a lotta other stuff.

I don't have school tomorrow sooo.!

Anywyas.

Thanks for reading!(:

xx

Kate♥