Demon In You!

Chapter 1

Dear Diary
I am scared I woke nights ago with a hunger for blood. My eyes have turned red which forces me to wear contacts. There are thoughts in the back of my head, evil thoughts that are not my own. I am a 13year old girl about to start high school. My family is falling apart and so am I. Today is my first day of school and I really dont want to go, I am so scared I am going to hurt someone else or myself. Before this I was scared enough that I wouldn't fit in,  that I'd be a freak. I am very different to other girls my age, where they are blond are wear pink and high heels I have black emo hair, before my eyes turned red I had bright blue eyes. My pale skin stands out against my black ripped jeans,  combat boots and band t-shirt. My thick black eye makeup and my depressed attitude seems to turn people away instantly. I think I am beautiful even though I am not. I love reading so if i dont make any friends I can just go to the library, sometimes it feels like books are my only friends or family. It is five am and i have not slept at all over night or at all this week now and yet I am not tired. I am not hungry either and I haven't eaten and my body is healthier than ever. My hunger is for something else completely. I need blood but I refuse to feed from humans even with the voice whispering in the back of my head whispering seductively that it tastes amazing.
Goodbye,
Hope everything goes well,
Kaylee Wild

I turn on my dimmed bed light and grab my best ripped jeans, Sleeping With Sirens band tee and converses and go for a  shower. I stand under the water until it runs cold and only then do I get out and get dry and dressed, straighten and brush my hair and put my makeup on. When I leave the bathroom it is still dark which pleases me.  It is easier to sneak around in the dark than broad daylight. I grab one of my many pocket knives, put in my blue eye contacts so i don't have to come back inside after my  "breakfast. " I pack my bag with my laptop, pens, books and novel. I grab my phone and leave through the alley door hoping the neighbors cat has wondered down to the trash cans.

I am for once in luck, though it is not the neighbors cat but a stray and it looks a bit scraggly though it will have to do. It is asleep so I approach silently and grab the cat by the scruff of it's neck. When it wakes up it begins to screech until it meets my eyes and freezes. I grab my knife out of my pocket and slit the cats throat as quickly as possible, I do not like having to do this but there is no other option. I begin drinking, the blood is thick and claggy and has no taste other than a metallic tang. This still makes me want to gag but is strangely satisfying. Once I dispose of the bloodless corpse in a trash can. The sun had rose and it was time to make my way to school.

I slowly walk towards the school yard, when I arrive at the front gate the massive campus looms in front of me, my heart races, my breath catches and my hands shake. People move around freely, even though it is only the first day friend groups as well as the popular and unpopular groups are forming. I can not see anyone who looks like or even dresses like me and it makes my skin go cold  maybe i truly will be alone. Bracing myself I step through the gate. As soon as my feet touch the ground inside the school it feels like a different world. The grass is actually green and soft,  people actually seem happy, although that could be an illusion. 

As i take every little step I wonder how and if I will survive this year let alone the next six. I currently stand at the bottom of the steps. Again one tiny agonizing step at a time I make my way inside the hell for saken doors. When I am inside all I see is a mad rush of people and all I smell is the sweet and tangy smell of human blood. Following the lead of everyone else I rush to my locker, put my bag away and grab my books for my first class which happens to be English, my favorite class. As I follow the hand drawn map to my classroom i take a deep breath and prepare for the torture of loneliness . I pause outside the door waiting for my doom and that is when the bell rings and the hall turns to chaos.

I hope you enjoy and that it doesn't suck too much xx 😍 😘 😎