My paradise

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This was now my place I shift into my natural big black wolf with white highlight and sparkling blue eyes with a blue half circle circling her eye and my gold loop piercing (her wolf)

I lay down and think about my life I hate it I mean I'm all alone I have know one I'm alone no ones ever loved me i mean not even my perents they all loved my sister angel like when they gave me my name on the screen there was a pixel that resembl...

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I lay down and think about my life I hate it I mean I'm all alone I have know one I'm alone no ones ever loved me i mean not even my perents they all loved my sister angel like when they gave me my name on the screen there was a pixel that resembled A man's part and when I was born they couldn't be bothered to think of a girls name from the top of their head so they name to me crimson I remember one time where I fell off my bike and I was little and scraped my knee
Flashback
I ran inside and told my dad he was a doctor all he said was "don't show emotions in makes you weak ""okay daddy "I say "but my knee is still bleeding "all he said was "let it then people will know you are not weak I mean you never see your sister cry"
Flashback over
ever since then I've never showed emotions apart from when I met Him but after he broke the rest of me I have never showed emotion again apart from anger and to think that love one stupid little word has the effect to break you well for me in my case the rest of me I guess I was under the illusion that somebody could ever love me I mean don't get me wrong I like myself but I thought about suicide just ending it all but unfortunately destiny won't let me all I want is to be loved but I guess not every wish comes true all I hope is that my death is quick and painless and soon

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