"16 and I shouldn't have to feel like this I'm 16 at war"-Katrina
Sarah..
It's 3 in the damn morning and the pain keeps getting worse. It never dawn on me that I hadn't peed on myself but In fact my water had broke. Laying bed I knew it was going to be a long sleepless night.
I wish I never got pregnant this shit sucks. 9 months ago when I first missed my period I knew right then I didn't want this baby.
I refused to tell the new and improved stuck up Mrs.Patterson. Besides if it wasn't for that sick bastard she married I wouldn't be in the situation. Who marries some prick off the Internet?
When my foster mother left for work I forced myself out of bed. In the bathroom I flipped the switch and roaches scatterd into dark corners. Disgusted at the sight I splashed some water on my face and headed down stairs.
In the closet next to the water heater that doesn't fucking work. I grabbed a stack of towels. In the kitchen a sharp pain shot down my side. Bent over in pure agony I screamed " ahhhhhhh!!"
Picking up the towels and placing them on the table. I wobbled to the sink and filled a pot with water. Less than five mins later another sharp pain lit up my insides crippling me. Water spilled all over the floor it was then that I realized I was in labor.
I started to breathe like the chicks on tv hell I ain't never been to a class. My foster mom didn't even figure out I'm pregnant dumb bitch ! Grabbing some towels off the table I placed them on the floor. "Ahhhhhhhhhhh Fuckkkk!!!"
This the 3rd contraction in less than 10 mins wtf is this inside me. Pulling off my sweat pants and panties I leaned my back against the oven. "Please let's this be fast."
Opening my legs and biting on my shirt I pushed. The harder I pushed the more it hurt i couldn't do it. Tired and scared i stuck my hand between my legs. What I felt was soft , slimey and , extremely nasty I'm no doctor but I figured it's the top of the head.
... Oh god oh god oh god what do I do ? I never did this before this is worst than when I had to do my own stitches all this blood is this normal ...
Grabbing another towel I closed my eyes and pushed again. This time I felt my pussy tear open a little. I couldn't breathe my hands were shaking and the room started to spin.
Trying to pull myself up off the ground my legs gave out.
... I'm going to die oh my god I'm going to die this is fucking impossible ...
Laying on the floor in this merky bloody water I gained some courage. "You not a punk bitch , you've seen far worst shit pull it together sassy!"
Pushing as hard she could with all her might she felt vomit rushing up her throat. "GgGggaahhhhh" vomit poured from her like a facet.
The stench of the vomit burned her nose. Wiping her mouth with the back of her hand gave out a final push. This time she felt empty no pain like a weight was lift off her shoulders.
... Have you even had to poop and it hurts your butthole so bad. However when it's finally over you feel so empty and light inside. That's how I felt after that final push...
Soo weak I leaned against a chair the tears flowed down my cheeks. I was to scared to touch this baby I'd jus given birth to. The next thing I remember the door bell was ringing and I blacked out.
Only to awake five minutes later to what felt like my pussy throwing up. Grabbing hold of a chair I pulled myself up and instantly blood gushed everywhere. Trying not to panic I looked at the helpless child laying in my fluid.
Sitten there I tried to come up with a plan but nothing came to mind. Holding a towel between my legs I turned on the sink and grabbed a knife. Limping back to the baby I cut the cord that was attached to a sack of goo.
The moment I touched it , it began to cry picking up the bloody mucus baby I carried to the sink. Washed off the gunk and blood kept pouring from my body feeling so weak I took the baby in a towel slid in the corner and passed out.
YOU ARE READING
Ugly truth
RandomI'm scared && broken will It ever end do I drown in my own misery or defend what's left of the person I call me...
