Sketches and Sterf 3

rap/poem thing?

idrk it just kinda happened. it's like a rap/slam poetry combo deal just read it rhythmically it makes sense...

I'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
She repeated to herself
called upon the witness stand
To testify her
well-being and state of  mind
Why does she find it so hard to find
A reason to believe in herself
I'm falling falling faster
Such an inadequate lie
Beyond the door
She cried tears through words
I'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
But no one wanted to know
Kept it to herself
Bottling it up
Pull it all together don't you know you'll be alright?
It was easy to believe it at the moment I could say it
That I'll make it
To another day
Another year
I'll stay but it's hard to find a reason
not to treason
The world you were raised against
Despite their greatest wishes
We're all fishes
In a pond
And our being doesn't matter
Long as we keep a steady song
breathe one breath
Not to count the unmentioned deaths.
Because no one really matters in this grand old scheme of things
It's just the way the world will turn
It's just the way we have to learn
That people go away
Whether by choice or by their fate
And it just so happens some come closer to the end of what we think is near
And as the ledge comes near and dear
She whispers loud and whispers clear
A little choke some heart be broke
I'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
Lock it away
She'll be okay
They never really cared much
And their day will still go on
Even though those hearts left shattered
They still sing a bitter song about the way they felt
The lack of motivation and determination in their present state of mind
Because in the back of that same mind lies the underlying lie
That everything will be alright
As we all drift into the night
But that's not true she screamed
A whisper
In the silence of the room
We go out with not a bang
But with a giant yelling boom
Let God or will or fate decide
Not desperate heart
Or broken mind
Because don't you know it'll be all right
I'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
Cause even when you're sinking low
You're falling down the rabbit hole
The world is slipping from your hand
You hope that they can understand
The peaceful silent hopeless lie
Behind the words
"I am fine".