I fucking AM decomposable
my stomach meets no greetings
from what food
I dismiss myself from smelling, tasting,
chewing, or swallowing
they makes me want to hurl
I'm so sick sick
sick?
or just really hungry -
that I ingore my body's needs?
Fuck it - I do want to puke
'till there's nothing left in my body
only left with all the poisonous system
inside me this isn't what I wanted
but I'm really decomposing
so so sick
really sick?
no I just need some help
my very own disorder is killing me
...
