Phan Song Shots

Please dont go

Nobody ever knows
Nobody ever sees
I left my soul
Back there now I'm too weak
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul

Phil sat on the couch, glancing at the clock every three minutes to check the time. It was quarter to eleven now, and Phil was staring to get restless again.He was like this every night, ever since him and dans stupid little fight. He said some things he shouldn't have he'll admit.
And he'll also admit it was his fault dan moved out and officially left their friendship and possible relationship behind two weeks ago.

Now all Phil can do is sit around and pray he'll come home.

Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

Phil laid in his bed, the sunlight beginning to light up his room as tears spilled down his cheeks, regret raging through his body and mind. Thoughts of Dan swirled through his head keeping his mind restless, and his eyes unable to close. He wanted sleep, no he didn't want sleep. He wanted Dan back, and that was all he could think about.

Cause I don't ever want to know
Don't ever want to see things change
Cause when I'm living on my own
I'll wanna take it back and start again
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul

Phil sat on the couch, letting the memories of that night flow through his mind again. He didn't want things to change, he wanted dan to come back and for things to o back to how the used to but he knew that wouldn't happen. He lived alone now, and he wished he could take it all back and do that night over again. He wished he could take back the 'I hate you's and the 'I wish I'd never met you'. He remembered how Dan had sobbed and said 'if that's what you want I'll leave now and it'll be like I never existed.'

Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

I send so many messages you don't reply!
I gotta figure out what am I missing babe!
Singing now
And I need you now, I need your love!

Phil remembered begging for him to stay, saying he didn't mean It, but he hadn't been able to stop the hurt and broken dan.
Phil sent message after message on any social media he could find begging the brown eyed boy to come home, because Phil couldn't function without the other man. He needed him, he needed his love.

Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So Please Don't
Please don't go

Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

The door creaked open and Phil looked over seeing a sad looking Dan. "I know I shouldn't be here, since I promised to stay out of your life but I forgot my-" Phil cut him off by running at him, wrapping his arms around him, burying his neck in the slightly taller boys neck, sobbing.

"Please don't go, I need you, I need you here, in my life, I shouldn't have said those things I was just angry, I'm sorry, please don't leave me again!" Phil sobbed, and Dan slowly hugged him back, resting his head on Phils shoulder. Phil felt warm tears on his shoulder and squeezed dan.

"I'm sorry..."