Mind in a messed up place
Thinking about someone
You just want to hate
But you love them
You love that person
Even though he hurt you
You know you shouldn't
Even though you do
Trying to make others believe
You are doing okay
But you are failing
You are pushing them away
Full of anger and hatred
Towards yourself is a pain
You crawl up in bed
Trying to be sane
This isn't the life
You wanted to live
You grab a knife
And end all the pain
