Sinderella

Chapter 1

As I walked into the room all eyes were on me. " Thank you so much for coming today Sinderella," said Ms. Gumbs. "Please call me Sindy," I said in reply. When she finished introducing me, I took a deep breath and began to spit my bars, about my suicidal experience.

" I am a person of survival
But growing up that was not really my title
A dead soul who was screaming for revival
A young girl who became suicidal
I felt the hits and the kicks of society
Probably the reason why I suffered from anxiety
I was never in the form of perfection
So i became the best example of neglection
They called me names from fat bitch to black trash
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I had enough, i was so fucking done
I couldnt face all the drama do I decided to run
But you can't run forever
Eventually you'll get tired
So I just stared at the rope wishing my life would expire
I mean fuck it if i really am nothing
Then nobody would stop from taking that rope and jumping
So I took it tied it round my little throat and proceeded to jump
When my mom opened the door
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know what to say
I saw the pain in her eyes
I felt the pain go away
How could I be so selfish?
How could I think that I'm nothing,
When the person who gave me life
Obviously thought i was something
Now I pray for people who never saw the light
Pray for the people who still cry at night
.........."

When I was done I could see the pain in everyone's eyes as they began to cry. Rapping to those people at the rehab center made me happy because I was once in their shoes. As I was walking outside i saw this really cute boy who seemed to have noticed me to. I was going to say hi, but a girl ran into his arms. It looked like they were together, so I didn't bother. "I really need to get myself a man." That was all I kept saying to myself on the bus ride home.

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Here is the rap so you can hear the full song