Shattered

Chapter 5

"Sarah what's wrong?!" Tessa hollered with a worried expression.

I decide to just tell her everything. By the time I'm done her mouth is wide open and she looks completely shocked.

"Oh my god. I had no clue." She says then leans in for a hug.

"I know." Is all that I'm able to say.

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(HARRY'S POV)

"What the hell Harry?! You didn't even go after her!" Louis yelled.

"Louis don't you see? She obviously wants to be left alone! I've caused her enough trouble already! She went to a mental hospital Louis! A mental hospital! Because of me! All because of me..." I said with my voice cracking.

"Harry I know. I'm sorry. But I'm just trying to help!" He said.

"Well you're not. So you can leave now." I spat.

"Wow." He said sarcastically and left.

I decided to just go to sleep and rest.

As I fell asleep on the soft bed my head started filling with images of her. Her leaving Holmes Chapel, laughing when we were little kids, passing notes in fourth grade, her 10th birthday, to the last day I saw her smile.

(SARAH'S POV)

Just forget him. I kept telling myself.

Nothing helped. He was basically my whole childhood. Images stared popping into my head and I started thinking about everything he ever said to me. What if he was right? No one would ever want me?

Tears sprang into my eyes as I searched for something sharp. I finally got my hands on a knife from the tray room service brought. I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked the door.

I quickly cut three huge cuts on my arms. It gave me some relief as the blood dripped off my arm. I needed more. I cut more and more cuts until both of my arms were covered. Then moved onto my legs.

Blood was everywhere. All down my arms and legs and all over my clothes. I started crying, I couldn't stop. I just cried and cried until I felt myself drifting off.

(HARRY'S POV.)

My head snapped up as I suddenly woke. Something just told me to wake up.

Sarah.

My mind kept going back to the brown-eyed brunette. I don't know but something in my gut just told me to go check on her.

So I did.

I jumped up and ran to her room as fast as I could. I turned the knob and thank god it was unlocked.

I didn't see anyone. All I saw was clothes and bags thrown all over the place. What happened?

"Sarah?" I said.

"Sarah are you in here?" I said while looking around in the closet and checking everywhere.

I finally got to the bathroom. I went to turn the knob but it was locked. I pressed my ear to the door but heard absolutely nothing.

"Sarah? Sarah are you in there?" I said starting to get a little worried.

"Sarah?! Can you open the door if you're in there?!" I yelled even louder in case she didn't hear me.

No reply.

"Okay Sarah I'm going to come in there. Say something if you don't want me to." I said trying to get a reply.

Still no reply.

Maybe she's not in there? She must be. Why else would the door be locked? I'm sure Tessa would have answered.

Unless someone's hurt...

I kicked in the door and what I saw horrified me.

There was Sarah. Covered in blood with a knife in her hands, either asleep, passed out, or dead.