Love Dare

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LOVE DARE

  I tried to relax but I just can't. I'll be 18 next week! I'm just so excited for it. My birthday's in the 13th of december and it's already the 4th of december. Everyone are busy preparing for my birthday, I feel really nervous but somehow excited.

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  Two more days before my birthday!!!

My phone phone pinged indicating a text.

Ooh someone texted me. Who could it be? I check who texted me and I saw JAMES FORD's name.

Oh gosh, he's texting me.. Really? Is this for real or am I just dreaming?

   'Hi... Advance happy birthday :). Too stupid to say but can we be together on your birthday? I mean i want you to be my girlfriend. I know I'm doing this without effort but can we, please?'

OH! MY! GOSH! Shocks. I want to curse but I can't. Anong nakain niya? Last month nung umamin ako sa kaniya about my feelings he said he just sees me as friend tapos biglang ganito? Seryoso?

Hala...

I texted him back 'SIGE'. I don't know what comes on my mind to type that but maybe nafeel niya na mahal niya pala ako but dati naman okay na ako dahil i can tell naman na hanggang bestfriend lang kami kaya sobrang alaga ako dun, pero I don't  know. I ended up falling in love with my bestfriend. But I hate lies and secrets so sinabi ko sa kanya. Tapos yun na yun. But okay na rin to.. Right? I want this. This can be my chance to be happy with him.

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   My birthday passed and it was so much fun... How I wish he could be there that time. But he's on a vacation so he couldn't come . Tss, I felt sad that time but when he texted me I'm already fine. I'm the kind of person who smile and laugh for a simple reason, but surely would get hurt too in a flick of time.

So he has his reasons and it's valid naman, sabi niya nga sa'kin that time. Punta daw siya dito kahit na medyo malayo siya but I refused. Ang layo kaya! I don't want him to be tired..

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   I woke up monday morning and do my daily rituals. I'm kinda happy today--okay maybe fully happy. But you can't blame me. I can finally see him today. So ginawa ko na kung ano ang kailangan kong gawin para makarating ako nang maaga sa school..

Napa-buntong hininga nalang ako. I really really miss him!