Confusing and Wrong [ Harry Styles ]

Chapter 8

"You have a car?" I question looking around the car lot.

"Yeah. My dad got me one the day of my sixteenth birthday. It's right there." He points to a lonely black Camaro and couple meters away.

"That's..yours?" I gasp. I don't even let him answer, I let go of his hand and walk quickly over to the Camaro to get a better look.

Harry slides in the driver seat putting the keys in the ignition letting the car roar to life. I smile at the beautiful sound. I don't really have any interest in cars, except for Camaros. I've wanted one for as long as I can remember, I would always point them out to my mom when we were driving stating that I would be the driver in one someday.

Harry rolled down the window and leaned over the console getting a better look at me inspecting his car.

"You like it?" He questions revving the engine.

"Yes! I can't believe this is your car! It's my favourite kind!" I exclaim opening the door to scope out the interior.

"Oh really? Might just have to let you drive someday hey?" I snap my head towards him to him smiling and running his hand over the steering wheel.

"You'd..let me drive this?" I ask ashtonished. I would never let anyone drive if it were my car.

"Maybe." He winks, putting it in drive and pulling out of the parking lot.

I decide to switch the radio on after a couple moments of silence filling the car with the beginning notes of The Irony Of Choking On A Life Saver by All Time Low.

"This is the best song ever." I say leaning back in the chair getting comfortable.

"I thought you only liked scream-o?" Harry asks glancing at me.

"No. I do like punk pop too." I explain.

"This song just feels relevant." I add quietly looking out the window.

"Why's that?" Fuck. He heard me.

"I don't know. You used to harass me all the time, and now, I don't even know. I just feel like I'm going to be hurt for trusting you already." I say timidly, slumping back in the leather seat.

"I promise I'm not going to hurt you. I'm so done with putting people down. After I saw what I did to you.. I just can't do it." His voice gets quieter near the end.

I look at him to see him with a blank expression on his face staring out the window.

"Oh." I don't know what else to say.

"Do you think you'll ever forgive me?" He asks quietly looking at me with hope in his facial features.

"I'm not sure. If you prove to me you've changed. Maybe." I say looking back out the window.

"I will" I hear him say, but not to me, more to himself.

"Anyways, can I put on a song?" I question.

"Go ahead."

I pull my phone out and plug it in, scrolling through playlist.

"It's not going to be you're ear piercing music wear you can't even understand what they're saying right?" Harry questions looking at my with a small smile playing in his perfectly shaped lips.

"First of all, I can understand it perfectly. But no it's not." I smile. I find the song I was looking for and click on it.

"I've never heard this before. What's it called?" He asks.

"Stomach Tied In Knots by Sleeping With Sirens. It's one of my favourites."

"I really like it."

"Mm I get so afraid, oh no, and I can't live without you now. Oh oh. I can't even live with myself.." I sing quietly along with music beginning to feel relaxed.

I watch as the city turns to trees and the pavement turns to dirt. I'm curious as to where we are heading but I keep my mouth shuts anyways.

"We're almost there." He informs me. I nod my head.

A few minutes go by before we pull into a small parking lot on the side of the road. It looks like it is just a rest stop area so there are no shops or resturaunts. Just an outhouse and forest.

"What are we doing here?" I question genuinely confused about why he would bring me to the middle of no where.

"We have to walk a bit to actually get to the place I want to go" He says grabbing my hand and pulling me along with him towards the forest. Everything is covered in a light layer of snow, the forest branches are bare and everything looks like a winter wonderland. I am glad I had my leather jacket on when Harry pulled me out the doors because otherwise I would be freezing. I could use a skarf for the bitter wind and my hands are chilly but I will have to deal.

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Sorry this chapter is so short :/ someone *cough cough* jessica *cough cough* kept bugging me to update and said she was going to murder in my sleep if I don't update tonight.

Thank her for the short update ☺

Next one will be longer

Love youu

-Kali:)