Im Trapped

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Hello its me Cashlen and this is my first book called
IM TRAPPED ENJOY ••••••••••

I'm trapped in my mind cant get thoughts out of my head but when I'm not thinking or I'm in my mind it goes away and you can easily bring me back in reality witch is good for you but not for me because when I'm out of my mind I'm restless and i just see no point in living .

When I'm in my mind i see my family and my old friends that died in an earthquake when i was on holiday with my mum she is all i have left but she is 45 so I'm not going to have her much longer people tell me to make the most of my mum while she is still here but I cant stand the thought of me going through more pain when she is gone.

Today is my first day of high school and i really don't want to go but i will for my mums sake as she wants me go to uni and enjoy myself.

I hope in my car and wave back to my mum as i turn the key and my car starts . Another thing wrong with uni is i don't know what i want to be and all my friends do so there all going to different university's like teachers collage or doctors collage.

As for me I'm just going to the only uni that excepted me as i have bad grades and low self steam .

When i arrive at THE UNIVERSITY OF SOLOMON i hop out of my car and walk in i think we were suppose to were uniform but i don't have one so i walk to the office and give me spares . I walk out the office in really big uniform as in the skirt goes over my knees .

Everyone was staring at me as i was the one with the big uniform just because i was polite i still could stick up for myself but not till i was comfortable and i wasn't normally till my second year unless i had my friends which i did not so i did not stick up for myself for the day or make new friends.

I did find it hard to make friends since my other ones died but i didn't mind being the outcast all my life haha 'Not at all'.