*IS NOT IN BEN'S POV. THIS IS EVERLY'S POV*
When I woke up, a lot of people were there. I couldn't recognize those people but when the doctor and them came back, they had news.
News that a person named Ben tried to commit suicide. For a second, I didn't know who Ben was. Until it flooded in. Everything about us. I had freaked out and begged to see him. They told me not until both of us recover more.
I didn't agree to this. Why would they keep me from him? Didn't he miss me?
He had written 2 songs and I wanted to hear them soon. The guys said the studio version would be way different for The Black but Gone was likely to stay the same.
I wanted to see him and I cried many times for him. What if he had successfully done it? What could I possibly have done without him?
Missing him hits harder than death ever could. The silence that remains is deafening. Without him here I am empty and colorless. I am nothing without Benjamin Paul Bruce.
So why did I ever leave him in the first place? Even I would never know.
This world hurts without him and I'd need him back soon.
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Athazagoraphobia | Ben Bruce
FanfictionAthazagoraphobia - The fear of being forgotten "The playlist is on your laptop, do what you wish with it, but please, for once, listen." - Everly Fears: Book 1 - Ben Bruce Book cover credit to http://lock-screens.tumblr.com
