On My Own. ([ SLOW UPDATES])

On My Own. Chap. 6.

Why did I have to go to school?

Than I smiled.

Someone there can kill me!

“YES!” I yelled.

People walking past me looked at me oddly and curiously as I ran to the school.

And honestly?

I am so not a runner.

My keys that were in my book bag clunked together loudly as I ran.

By the time I got there it was 10 minutes until 8:00.

Nice timing, I thought.

I looked around.

Everyone’s eyes were on me.

“WHAT?!” I yelled at them.

They turned their heads around as I walked into the building.

Well.

My reputation is maintained.

I sighed and continued walking towards 1st period. Math.

I entered the room and walked back to the corner near the window in the back.

I changed the song on my Ipod to Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne.

I sighed.

God why am I sighing so much?!

I sighed again.

ARGH!

I frowned.

This song gets to me.

“Damm. Damm. Damm. 

What I’d do to have you near. Near. Near.

I wish you were here.

Damm. Damm. Damm.

What I’d do to have you here. Here. Here.

I wish you were here.”

A silent tear escapes my eye.

My frown darken.

I wiped my eye as the classroom starts to fill.

I turn my head to gaze out of the window.

The rain is pouring now.

Do I care?

Of course not.

It describes my life.

Windy - Strong and Powerful.

Rainy - My silent tears.

Thunder - My heart-wrenching cries for death to take me.

And of course Lightning - My heart shattering with everyday that comes.

I get up as 10 minutes past.

I walked out of the class, holding back tears.

My Happy Ending is playing now as I rush out the school building.

I run to the cemetery to visit Dad again.

I couldn’t help it.

It’s like I had to go there.

I fell on the grass.

Tears spilled from my eyes.

See?

I normally don’t cry.

Ever.

But ever since Felix showed up..