These days without you have been hell and I can't say I don't deserve it
I'm selfish, I'm stubborn but we know nobody's perfect
I could simply say I miss you but you probably wouldn't believe me
Because through your eyes I make life without you seem so easy
But you'll truly never understand just what you mean to me
So forgive me if I get emotional when you're mean to me
Just for once I wish you could see through these big brown eyes
Then you'd understand all my actions and never question if I'm just lies
All I crave is your attention and yearn for your love
That's why I behave so irrational when you give these niggas any of the above
My jealousy runs deep but do you grasp just how much?
I'm hundreds of miles from home but all I miss is your touch
You're the reason i still breathe or at least the main one at that
And God knows you'll dispute this but I'm just stating facts
I live in constant pain and I harbour so much hate
But when you're around it disappears because you're my sweet escape
So don't believe for a second that each day without you I'm just fine
Cause in honesty when shit hits me I just feel like dying
They always told me my pride would kill me, now I see why
This inner battle I'm fighting to man up and just say hi
I miss you uncontrollably and it's a struggle believe me
But some times you make it seem as if it Takes nothing to leave me
So I'll silence these words and continue my fight
But nothing scares me more than my thoughts at night
Yeah I know this is really stupid and to me it's risky
But even though I always miss you sometimes I wait for you to miss me.
