I Know I Should Stop, But I Can't

Can it get any worse?

"Skyler is your... Brother?"
"Yes... I'm sorry he did this to you... I truly am."
"What do you know, how do you know any of this!"
"Me and Skyler we aren't really close since he..." He paused "I went over to his house yesterday because I had to, but he wasn't home. I was going to get on the computer and I noticed he was logged on Facebook so I looked at some of his messages.... Naomi he was bragging about how nieve and how easy you were to take control of..."
I can't believe what I'm hearing. I trusted him. I feel sick and used... How could I let him do that... Its all my fault..and now I'm crying... How can someone do this to someone and feel no shame?
How could he?
"Please don't cry. You didn't deserve this... I'm sorry this happened to you. I'll always be here for you I care about you.... I'm so sorry."
Suddenly liam snatches me into a tight hug. What does he mean he cares and he'll always be there for me? He doesn't even know me as far as I know he's a user too. But I'm thankful he's trying. I Want to tell him thank you but I can't get the words out so we just stood like this for a minute. How am I supposed to feel?
A moment later I broke free from the embrace. Still wiping tears off my face.
"Im going home now." Then I left... Without saying thank you or anything. I just left...
As I'm about to walk home I send Skyler a message to not ever contact me again.

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I finally get home and now I can jump on my bed and cry. My phone goes off and its a message from skyler " no I'm still going to contact you and your going to listen when I ask you to come over. Come over tomorrow I'll meet you at the park after school <3."
Who the fuck does he think he is! I'm not going to come over. In fact I'm not even going to respond to his message he can go fuck himself. He thinks he so smooth... I hate him.

January 18, 2015

Hey remember that Skyler dude I meet on the internet? Waist of my time. He's a user, he just wants my body! Well I'm not going to give it to him he tricked me once but never again. He seemed like such a good guy.... Its amazing how the people that seem the nicest are truly evil on the inside.

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The next day at school it seems great. I finally got Skyler out of my life. The classes are so boring but for the first time I actually enjoyed class. I was able to focus. Liam looked at me a couple of times but I tried not to pay attention. Talking to him would just make forgetting Skyler hard.
When the bell rang that school was over I was the first to get out of the building. I am ready to go home and watch TV. I'm definitely not going to meet Skyler.

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I finally got home you'd be amazed at how fast I ran home so I didn't get hooked in a conversation.

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Its 10:00pm now, wow I watched TV for a long time... (Bing) I check my phone its another message from Skyler
"Your going to regret not showing up Just watch. I'm ashamed I thought you were better than this."