The Pain

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Sex.

That's the first thing that girls think of when it comes to guys.  They think all guys want is sex.  Most of them, rather. 

Most guys out there only care about the sex.  They get what they want and they leave.  Parents have told their daughters that all guys want is to have sex with them and not to bother with boys or they will get hurt on the long front. 

That's not what I want.  I'm a guy and all I want is to be loved.  I've never been loved in my whole life.  My parents when I was young were gang members.  My father, Ricardo, being the leader.  I was on my own when I was a child.  All they would ever do was get high, commit crimes and sit around waiting for fights to happen. They thought they ruled the world. They thought they were inspirers. I thought they were rejects.

My whole life I've never had anyone I could talk to about my problems because I would always scare them away. Since I lived in the hood they discriminated me. I didn't have any friends and no one talked to me. In school, I was the person not to be messed with. I didn't mean to be protrayed as that character. Maybe if people would see the real me and not what kind of neighborhood I live in, things would be different.

I've felt pain ever since. All I wanted was to be held tight at night and someone to say, "I love you." And I wanted to do the same.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 26, 2016 ⏰

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