Why do I miss you so much
We said we would part ways
We said that we would just be friends
We said. . . it was over
for good
Its been years
Since I last saw you
Since I last talked to you
Since I last touched you
Why
Why are all these feelings coming back?
How we were
How we spend time with each other
How we use to connect
How we became one
Whats wrong with me?
This weak fragile heart
Regrettable memories flowing
My stability, Breaking
I know your doing better
without me
Forgetting my very being
Even co-existing with you
I know its easier for you to forget
Why remember someone like me?
To you, I wasn't special
I wasn't very smart
I wasn't an impact on your life
I was just, plain
Very bland
Just like one of the girls
I always knew the truth
I was just lying to myself
I knew you always looked at the other girls
as they walked by
Never caring how I feel
Always treating me like nothing
But
My stupid, naive, and gullible self
Still stuck by you
Always defending you
Never stopped loving you
A fool I was
When will this torment end?
When will the pain vanish?
When will you disappear
from my soul
