As though not enough,
That I gave up my dreams for you,
As though not enough,
That I bit my tongue hard trying to fight back the swear words that were threatening to fall out,
As though not enough,
That I let you get to me,
I let you use your words to control my life.
As though not enough,
I can't even stare at my self in the mirror,
The thought of my self sickens me to the bones.
As though not enough,
That I have totally and completely forgotten that I have a choice, have ideas, have opinions.
I let you in,
Now you want to take my life as yours,
Is it not enough that you are my all, my everything, the reason I don't pursue my dreams.
Please take not another piece of me,
Leave me this little hope I've got left.
And go...
Go please...
Isn't it enough??
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Unspoken Feelings
PoetryI can't speak about my fears and depression, I fear being judged and misunderstood, I am afraid of being left alone even though I already feel too lonely, I am desperate for companionship and friendship writing gives me that... So here
