Jason and holly

James funreal

Holly: today was the day of mine and Jason's baby's funeral, I got up and Jason followed I went to take a shower and used the rest room when I was done I walked into mine and Jason's bedroom I walked over to the wardrobe and I pulled out a black dress and jacket with black high heels and I pulled my hair into a up do and I went downstairs

Jason: today was the day of mine and Holly's baby funeral, I followed holly out of the and I went to take a shower and used the rest room I went into mine and Holly's bedroom and I pulled out a while shirt, black blazer, black tie, black pants and black shoes and I pulled it on and I combed my hair when I got downstairs holly was already there it was just gonna be me and Holly at the funeral

Holly: all the roscoes said good luck and I said thanks, me and Jase held on tightly to each other and we walked to the hospital as we walked by everyone said sorry for your loss we all said thanks we arrived at the hospital and said were here to see James Roscoe, we went into the room and There was a Moses basket James was wrapped in a blue blanket I waked over to it and I took my hand and I placed my pinky in his I whispered to him I would do anything for you to squeeze my finger I then sobbed and I looked at my baby boy if I had have looked after you better me and daddy would still have you

Jason: don't say that holly

Holly: it's true

Jason: I walked over to James and I did the same as holly wishing he would squeeze my finger but I knew he would not James was wrapped in a blue blanket his body was stone cold and I whispered me and mummy will always love you, I reached into the bag I brought and I pulled out a teddy me and Holly got him when she found out she was pregnant it was a Browne teddy bear and I placed it on the top of the blanket and I stepped back

Holly: I walked forward again and I said why did you leave us me and daddy loved you so much, when I found out I was pregnant I was terrified I could not look after you I proved myself right I said and I knew Jason could hear me

Jason: don't say that
Holly: it's true
Jason: it is not I say and I kiss her soft lips

Jason: I walked forward again and said you were out world James we loved you so much you were our world when mummy and me found out she was pregnant it was scary but we for ust to it and then we went to our scan to see you and you were gone we will always love you, I wanted to hold him one more time so I lifted his frail body out of the mosses basket and I cradled him and I cried and I held him tight because i knew this was the last time, I was about to put him down when Holly said can I hold him so I passed him to her

Holly: Jason had lifted James out of the Moses basket and he was talking to him while cradling him tight he was about to put him down when I said can I hold him Jason gently placed James in my arms and I cradled him tight to my body as I knew this was the last time, you are a gorgeous little man you have the Roscoe looks were all gonna miss you I'm sorry if I could not look after you I'll always love you and I walked back over to the Moses basket and I placed him down but before I did I wrapped the baby blue blanket around him and I placed the teddy inside and I touched my baby for the last time before I ran into Jason's arms

Jason: we walked out the room and the doctor said he was Gonna be put in the cemuptry and that we could go and see him anytime we like we said thanks and we walked back to the Roscoes when we arrived back there was an eiry silence everyone had gone to work I walked into the kitchen to make a sandwich and I asked if Jason wanted one

Jason: I'm not hungry I said
Holly: I ate my sandwich and I held Jason tight

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Holly and Jason mourn for there loss