Jason and holly

Jason runs off

Jason: I don't know where I'm running to but I'm trying to get as far away from this place as I can, I hear someone behind me and I turn around to see holly

Holly: I run after Jason I see him running into the woods and I follow him and I see him stop as I walk over a branch I hear a crunch and Jason turns around.

Jason: Holl what are you doing here
Holly: I'm here for you, you just ran out
Jason: sorry I did not mean to go back home it's cold
Holly: your not pushing me away this time I know something is up
Jason: nothing is up can you drop it
Holly: no I won't drop it, we were fine and then I went up to make breakfast and when I did you froze
Jason: I was not hungry that's all
Holly: don't lie to me Jase
Jason: I look down and I sob
Holly: I see Jason look down and he sobs, I say Jase what's up
Jason: I don't reply I just look down
Holly: you also stated saying these weird things that you were pathetic and you did not deserve me
Jason: I look Holl in the eyes and sob even more I know I have to tell her but how
Holly: Jase whatever it is we can get past this
Jason: we can't I say and I shake my head
Holly: yes we can we have been through worse and we got though it
Jason: i start to speak and I say I'm pathetic I'm not a man
Holly: yes you are I say stepping closer but he steps back
Jason: if I tell holly this then we have to be over
Holly: what is it
Jason: if I tell you this we are over
Holly: what I say shocked
Jason: I look down and I then I remember I have food in my pocket, because I remember not eating at the roscoes house and putting it in my pocket I was meant to put it in the bin when I was on my way to Holly's but I must have forgotten I was trying to put it more in my pocket but holly noticed and grabbed it

Holly: I saw Jason trying to put something in his pocket so I grabbed it and when I did it was a Bag of food I looked at Jason and he had his head down and then I knew what my boyfriend was going through

Jason: I stood looking down my girlfriend now knew what was going on

Holly: what's this I said
Jason: it's food
Holly: why is it in a bag even though I knew
Jason: I was not hungry so I knew everyone would assume the worst so I hid it
Holly: Jase have you got an eating disorder
Jason: I looked down
Holly: Jase I said
Jason: I looked down and I saw the pathetic little boy
Holly: hey what you looking at
Jason: my disgusting body, I then realised I had said it out load
Holly: Jase your not disgusting
Jason: I am, I'm not like my brothers im weak
Holly: Jase you aren't
Jason: Im not good enough for you
Holly: you are good enough for me
Jason: I don't feel like I am
Holly: is that how I made you feel
Jason: no I said, I looked down last night was perfect but I was gonna walk out and leave you and all my family so you would not have to find out
Holly: Jase
Jason: it's over Holl you won't love me anymore I'm not good enough for you, I'm weak, I don't have muscles
Holly: I don't care I love you
Jason: I love you to
Holly: we can get past this I say and I pull him close its going to be ok
Jason: I was in Holly's arms and she said everything was going to be okay, but was it
Next chapter
Holly and Jason talk about Jasons eating disorder
Holly thinks the roscoes should know
Will Jason stay in hollyoaks now that holly knows