Double Trouble // MinSul

Dates and Relationships

The first date I had Minho was very fun, he took me to the amusement park and the beach where we watched the Sun set. We grew closer each day that we spent together and I can say that we've become very close friends.
Friends. Just friends. I remind myself of this at the same time that me and Minho grew closer together. As much as I want to fall for him, I have to remind myself of how wrong my feelings are. This life I have right now is nothing but pretend and when Sulli comes back I will face the reality that is my life.
"Jinri." said Minho as I walked out of the practice room.
"You mean Sulli." I replied to him as I pointed my eyes towards the other group members of f(x) who came out after me.
"Right. Ssul, do you have a schedule right now?" asked Minho.
I looked at my group members and they all gave me a teasing look. Krystal smiled and walked towards Minho.
"She doesn't but we do. Let's go unnies." said Krystal as she passed me and gave me a wink.
I smiled at her and waved goodbye to them then I faced Minho.
"So, what are we doing today?" I asked him.
"I don't know. I just wanted to see you today."
See, it's things like this that he needs to stop saying so that I don't fall for him.
"Is there any place that you have in mind?" I asked him, trying to hide my blushing cheeks.
"Actually, we should just go and hang at the dorm." he replied.
"Simple. I'd like that." I agreed.
"Great. Let's go, I'll park in the back of the building so that none of the fans see us." he replied.
I nodded my head and followed him out the door.
"Hey Ssul, it's great to have you here. We rarely see you now." said Jonghyun as he held the door open for Minho and I.
"It's great to see you too Jjong oppa. Is everyone else here?" I asked as I gave him a friendly hug.
"Yeah. They're all in their rooms. I'll go get them for you."
I nodded my head and followed Minho to the living room.
"So, what do you want to watch?" he asked me.
"Up to you." I replied.
He opened their cabinet and suddenly all of their DVDs fell out.
"Taemin." he said as he started to pick them up.
I laughed and went over to help him put them back in the cabinet. There was only one DVD left and our hands touched as we both reached for it. I look up and both of us look into each other's eyes.
I've known him for awhile and I've never noticed how brown his eyes are and how soothing it feels to look into his eyes.
"Ssul!"
I let go of the DVD and walked over to Taemin who just came out of the room.
"Hey Taem." I said as I hugged him.
The other SHINee members came out from behind him and I also hugged them.
"What are we doing today Minho hyung?" asked Taemin as he walked over to Minho.
"Movie day. What movie do you guys want to watch?" asked Minho.
"Let's watch the new Avengers movie." suggested Taemin.
"Taemin you know Ssul does not like to watch your dorky movies." said Key as he sat next to me on the couch.
"I don't mind." I replied.
Their eyes widened and I looked to MInho to find out what I did wrong.
"Are you sure babe? Because the last time Taemin tried to make you watch one of his dorky movies, you went home." explained Minho.
Right. I completely forgot that my sister hates action movies she only watches movies like Breakfast at Tiffany's.
"I'm sorry about that Taem. I left because I didn't want to make you guys feel uncomfortable but I've actually been watching some movies like the ones you like with Amber so I've been warming up to them. We can watch your movie if you want." I replied.
I saw a smile form on Minho's face and I did a deep sigh inside. I don't know how long I can keep this up what if a time comes when I can no longer think of excuses as to why I'm doing things that my sister never did. What if it goes out in the company or worst the fans find out that I'm not Sulli.
"Cool. It's alright Ssul. You guys heard that, we can watch my movie." said Taemin as he grabbed the DVD and put it into the player.
"You are such a spoiled maknae Lee Taemin. How are you going to make Jung Soojung fall in love with you." said Onew.
"Shut up hyung!"
I was surprised with what I just found out. I wasn't surprised that Taemin likes Krystal, I was surprised because just a few days ago Krystal revealed to me that she is in love with Taemin.
"Don't worry Taemin. I'm sure Krystal will be okay with taking care of a giant baby like you. AHAHA." teased Jonghyun.
Taemin had an angry expression on his face and he threw the pillow at Jonghyun.
"Be quiet now guys. The movie is starting." said Minho as he sat next to me and held my hand.
He took out his phone and typed that he always held hands with Sulli whenever they watch a movie.
Spending my day at the SHINee dorm was fun. I was able to see their different personalities and how great it feels to be friends with them. I felt guilty after leaving the dorm, they were very nice to me. I hope that when all of this blows, they would still want to be my friend.
It was late at night and Minho walked me to the front of our dorm.
"Thank you for today Minho-ssi."
"You're welcome Jinri."
I smiled when he said my name.
"What happened?" he asked.
"Nothing. It just feels great to hear my own name again. It just makes me feel like myself again." I explained.
"Jinri, I want to kiss you."
Okay so this is totally a dream that I need to wake myself up from.
"Um Minho, don't you mean Sulli? You know your girlfriend and my sister."
I know it I just know that I ruined the moment because he's eyebrows furrowed. Then, his face relaxed and I could see sincerity in his eyes.
"Choi Jinri, I want to kiss you."
This time, there was no guilt. There was no part of me that wanted to stop him.
"Do it."
And that was it, in that one little kiss we poured all the emotion we have for each other. This is wrong but it felt right. For once, I did something for myself.
But, is this selfish of me? Did I do wrong towards my sister?