To have Lost, Lived and Loved

Chapter 2, The Hathaways

"Rose can I talk to you for a moment" I look around everyone but Tasha is gaping looking from me to each other then Dimitri and then me again, I stand up

"Sure Comrade" then we find an empty class room.

"what can I do for you comrade" his mouth twitches a little

"I've missed you Roza" I stop him

"don't call me that" I'm mad now

"how have you been ?" really,

"enough with the bullshit Dimitri what do you want, just tell me so I can leave"he straightens up

"fine, you're a mother"he says stating a fact

"yes, yes I am, why do you care?"

"well I haven't heard from you in what 16-17years"

"17 years and 11 months actually"

I say under my breath, SHIT ! I should not have said that, and at that moment something in his head lights up.

"They're mine?" he says in a deep dark voice and points at him self, what is he mad at me,

"THEY'RE MINE ?" he shouts at me

"DO NOT shout at me Dimitri Belikov" I growl and point a finger at his chest

"Don't... Don't shout at you, I..I" he steps back, runs his hands through his hair and takes a few deep breaths

"why didn't you tell me ?"

"because It was non of your business" he's really mad now, HELL so am I

"NOT my business, I have kids GOD DAMN IT I have twins"

"HEY, you left me remember? not the other way around, so don't you dare blame me for this, 16 YEARS Dimitri 16, and not a single FUCKING word from you" he's stunned

"You should have told me I was a father" I laugh a little

"yeah and said what, hey just so you know I'm a total wreck because you left and yeah by the way I'm pregnant, with twins, I hope you have a nice life" I say with a sarcastic mocking tone, then I just stare at him, he's speechless,

"Do they know?"

"Yes, they've known since they were 12" he just looks at me

"You should have told me Rose, I had a right to know" he says glaring at me

"NO Dimitri, when you left me for HER, you lost all your rights to everything concerning me and my life" I shout from the top of my lungs

"Good bye Dimitri have a nice life"then I storm out

"At least let me meet them Rose" he yells at me

"You already have"

Alexei's POV

We are sitting at our table when we hear shouting coming from the biology room,

"Alexei, is that mom?" Alyona turns to me

"What?" then I stand up and I see mom storming out, I look at Ally and she looks afraid

"Mom what's wrong" mom Is wiping away tears

"Nothing sweetheart, don't worry about it"

"no mom stop, tell us"

"no this is not your problem I can handle it, go, go with your friends" then she walks away, Alyona looks at me "come here" I hug her,

"I hate it when mom cries Alexei"

"me too sis, me too"and I kiss her forehead. Now everyone has turned back to there previous conversations, then I see Belikov open the door.

"Hey go find mom Ally I'll be there in a bit, okay, go on" she walks away and I walk towards Belikov

"I need to talk to you Belikov, NOW."

Dimitri's POV

I close the door, turn around and look at my Son, he's just a little shorter than me, he has her hair.

"WHY was my mom crying?" I just stare at him, he's just like me I can't really cope

"Belikov" "You can call me Dimitri" I say sighing

"Alright Dimitri, why was my mother crying and why were you shouting at each other ?" Alex is so calm, he does NOT get that from Rose

"I think you know why, don't you Alex" I raise my eyebrows

"its Alexei actually" that's Russian

"and...and your sister Ally?"

"Alyona" Alexei stands so tall, he's so proud so much confidence, just like Roza. I have to sit down,

"I love your Mother Alexei, I can't lose her again, I...I can't"

Rose's POV

I go to the bathroom to splash some water on my face, Shit, what am I going to do, just seeing him makes my knees buckle and when we fight I just want to grab his face and kiss him all over but he makes me so MAD, and It's not just about me It's about Alexei and Alyona, what will they think,

"uugghh why now, god damn it Dimitri" I slam my fists on the sink

"SHIT"

"MOM, you in here" Alyona comes in

"mom" she's so worried

"Whats wrong honey?"

"What ?, no mom I'm fine It's you I'm worried about"

"I'm fine, always am" then I pull her into a hug

"I love you Alyona you know that right?"

"Yes mom of course I know" she says putting her head on my shoulder

"both of you, no matter what, I love you guys" I take a deep breath

"Now go be with your friends" she lets me go, kisses my cheek and then she's gone. Rose get yourself together, you are Rose Hathaway for god's sake.

"Okay, I'm fine".

Then I hear my mouther shouting from the doorway

"Rosemarie Mazur – Hathaway"

"Yes dear Mother"

"I... Are you okay? Why are your eyes so red? Rose ?" oh god

"Mom relax, I'm fine, What's up?" she looks upset

"well, no you know what, one the other hand let's just go get something to eat okay, we'll talk about this later" then we walk to our table.

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