To have Lost, Lived and Loved

Chapter 1, The beginning

Dimitri left with Tasha after our night in the cabin and he left me alone, well not alone, he left me with a part of him, two parts of him, he left me Pregnant. With TWINS.

Alexei Christian Ibraham (Belikov) Hathaway & Alyona Vasilissa Janine (Belikova) Hathaway are just graduating as guardians, I'm going and Lissa, (Sorry Queen Lissa) is also coming. The twins call her aunt Lissa because she's been there since before they were born, she helped me out a lot. Dimitri doesn't know they exist but they know his name, they know I didn't tell him and they don't blame me for not telling him. They are the only ones who know who the father is, I never told anyone, not my parents or Lissa. No one knows but me and the kids. I'm surprised that no one has seen how much they look like Dimitri.

Me and the kids have a very good relationship they tell me everything and I tell them everything that's just how we are. Alexei looks like Dimitri, not just looks but in behavior to he's always so calm when there's an argument. They have the same eyes, smile and body build.

Alyona looks like him too but she has my eyes, nose and body build and they both have my beautiful hair, she has my temper and attitude. (Yes I know I have an attitude, I mean it is the Hathaway temper) I love them to death but sometimes in some situations I can see a lot of Dimitri in them and...and it hurts, it hurts a lot.

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Rose's POV

"Mom, aunt Lissa, uncle Christian, we're here" Alexei shouts when he sees us coming and looking around, then he pokes Alyona and the start walking towards us. Everyone is bowing down to Lissa and saying

"My queen" I just roll my eyes and so do the twins we all just call her Lissa or aunt Lissa unless we are in a formal situation.

"Hi babies" I say smiling and hug them

"Mom please" Alexei whines but Alyona just smiles and hugs Lissa and Christian

"Are anneanne and dede coming" Alyona says and gives me another hug

"yes they should be here any minute" and then we see baba's car role up

"see right on time your anneanne and dede are never late".

"Hello Kiz..." the old man says with a grin holding my mom by the waist,

"Hello Baba, how are you mom, you two look great" Dad turns to mom and her a kiss on the cheek and she just lights up

"I see you two had a nice vacation" they just grin at each other

"Anneanne, dede you made it" Alyona shouts and hugs baba

"of course torun, we wouldn't miss this for the world" then we all hug it out and walk to the beautiful garden behind the school.

Christian and Lissa also have a kid who's graduating a daughter, Isabella Rosemarie Dragomir Ozera who just happens to be Alexei's girlfriend, that to me, is very sweet, Isabella was born a few months after the twins.

"Auntie Rose" Isabella shouts and jumps me, I stagger back a little

"Hi beautiful" I see Lissa smirking

"Hi ,mom nice to see you.." Lissa says in a sarcastic mocking voice, Isabella giggles

"Hi mom, Hi dad" then she hugs them. We're all talking and laughing, then suddenly Isabella turns to us

"umm hey dad, aunt Tasha called yesterday and she said she's coming" I froze, if Tasha is coming that means

...Dimitri.

"Mom, are you okay?" Alyona asks me while wrapping her arms around me,

"of course sweetie why wouldn't I be" I give a small smile, Alexei's walking towards us and then he wraps his arms around us both and kisses my cheek.

"Christian" we turn around to see Tasha then I see him.

"Mom are you going to be okay, we have to go get ready"

"what?, yes of course go I'll see you later" I say, with a smile then they run of.

"Rose how nice to see you" Tasha says as she walks up behind me , I roll my eyes and turn around

"Hello Tasha nice to see you too" NOT (okay, I'm acting childish, but hey it's Tasha, the woman who stole my Man (and my children's father). I can't see him,

"Are you here for Isabella ?" I laugh a little

"yeah you could say that" I turn around and look at my kids running and laughing with their friends, it makes me smile.

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Alexei's POV

I hope mom's alright. I'm so out of my head that I bump into someone

"Sorry"I mutter

"no problem"someone says with a thick Russian accent, I look up and see a tall dark haired man

"Belikov"I say by accident out loud, he turns around and stares at me quite shocked

"yes"

"Alexei, you coming, hurry it's about to start"Alyona shouts as she runs to me down the hall.

"Roza" Belikov whispers in shock,

"yeah coming" I take one last look at him and then put a hand on my little sisters back and we walk to the garden.

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Dimitri's POV

What was that ? Who was that ? who were they ? I need to find Roza ! I know she's here for Isabella. I need to talk to her... apologize for everything, I hope she forgives me

Anneanne - Grandmother on mother's side

Dede - Grandfather

Torun - Grandchild

- ALL in Turkish